Sorry

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"I say 'sorry' a lot. Mostly because I feel like everything is my fault.

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I say sorry alot

I have to it

It's the most common thing

That I say

And just maybe; mostly

It's probably because

I feel like everything

Is just my fault

It's my fault you failed

It's my fault she's crying

It's my fault he's questioning

It seems I always cause trouble

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I always hated that

I felt like a failure

I thought I was a mess up

A total screw up

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But maybe I was wrong

Maybe it's just because

I chose to view it that way

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The failure I caused

Was a failure that saved

And contributed to

Greater success

The tears that was shed

Was the greatest turning point

Disguised as something grave

The uncertainty felt

Changed a decision

And possibly saved a life

The 'bad luck' I cause

Is the temporary sting

Before the lasting prosperity

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The time I've wasted

On one certain thing

Wasn't completely time that left

I put that time

Into another ion

And strived and developed myself

I learnt from mistakes

I learnt acceptance

I learnt what only 'failure' could teach

I learnt perspectives

And deeper meanings

And appreciated the unknown

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I said sorry alot

Mostly because

I thought everything was my fault

Now I say it out of habit

Even if things go wrong

There's always hope of a light coming soon

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