a more experimental piece for you.
colour rating: orange
content warning: blood, injury and death, suggestions of murder and suicidal thoughts
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EXT. A FOREST—DAY/NIGHT
sunrise:
i stand vigil. i keep vigil, i keep it and
he lies quiet. in the grass and the moss.
they cradle him. he deserves to be cradled—
there is an awful god looming on the horizon
and i don’t know how to stop it
sunset:
i watch as a pyre ignites and he screams
writhing like the snakes and the cold winds
i left far behind because i knew one day
they would betray me and hurt me
i look at the bandages i wrapped around his arms
and his torso. i watch them catch and burn
and an awful blackness rises in me
splitting me into two and then into a million
moss clings to his hair. i watch as it ignites too.
high-moon:
darkness leaks out of me, from my tear ducts,
from underneath my nails, from out of my nose
over where i stand, the earth turns black with my blood.
she rips it from me and i know i deserve it
i know i deserve everything coming to me
i have been awful
the ground is slick and black
flowers will not grow here.
sunrise:
there is nothing left of me.
i am pale and drained of life
i am a dead thing walking
i stare the indent in the moss and the grass
that tell of where he once lay,
cradled
it’s awful
i lay down in it
and hope to die
hope for deep, dark extinction
and i hope
no flowers will grow here either
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