Poem

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22:29:23 Nov 13 2016

It was red flow like a small river as it make a small pool on the floor. The bright crimson fluid flow what down my arm to my palm it pool a little in my hand and the drip of my finger. It made a music sound as it hit the floor sound made a difference when it pool. The i start to listen to my heart beat moving my hand so the sound like to each other. As my hand move lower the sound became more faster as my heart move slower and my sight stared to go. Knock on the door Andy Andy the door slam open the door flow of it hinge i slam on the ground cold. As I can only hear my parents ask why God why. My heart was at a crawl as the i hear some sirens and the warm hand on my picking my up and putting my on a bed. They talk to me talking me what happening. I no long feel anything just sound it was musical the sound of the sirens and the car the we zoom past horn even the old spring on the vehicle as it bound bird etc. It was all beautiful. Then nothing after that my eyes open as it was like I was in a deep dark cave for a long time becase my eyes slowly open as the light did blind me when it was fully open it took some time for peaple to come in to focus. Dad ask when did you do it son with tear coming down he's eye. I look at mom crying over my note. She look at it then she start to read

  " Can take it anymore the words stink and the stone make me bleed i can not feel pain no more all I feel is hate of my self. No one like me i am hate where ever I go for some thing I hade to do or I would be kill my self."

P.S. Chife Master Sgt Dan Haner

I look around and the said I gust I was wrong I gust it was selfish to try to kill myself with out geting help form other. Just a selfish act.