Not so endless friendship

#EwcChallenge5

Dear bestfriend

Or should I say ex bestfriend

I'm not sure how it got to this point

All the times we swore

That we'd never abandon eachother

Our friendship was supposed to be endless

You're now like a stranger

Who knows all of my deepest secrets

The feelings I never told anyone else

Never could trust anyone else with them

The endless memories of sleepovers

All the good moments

Yet still the bad ones

Seem to be flooding my mind

Most people think I don't care

That we're not friends anymore

But the truth is it hurts more then I thought

I miss our long talks

And even the times we cried together

It was me and you

And that's all I needed

But I suppose I wasn't enough

To keep you around

I'm not like the people you're friends with now

I won't ever be

I still have photos of you

From our last sleepover

Just before the school year started

You looked so happy

I never thought that would be

the last time

we were really friends

The last time                                                          we actually had a real conversation

You don't even seem to notice me in the halls

But I always see you

With all your friends

The ones I don't add up to

I guess it was coming though

Sure we've fought

but nothing between us changed

Our friendship deteriorated

Without us even knowing

It doesn't seem to bother you

But maybe you're keeping it hidden like I am

Or maybe you're happy it happened

I guess this is my goodbye to you

Even though you won't see this

At least it's out

Goodbye my ex bestfriend.