I often wonder

I often wonder, what's it like to have feelings for someone? Does it start small? Like your satisfied just by talking or seeing them everyday. Does it start big? Like one look and then boom you're in love with them, and speaking of. HOW Do these feelings start? Does it start by some random guy or girl you meet then become your friend throughout the days? Or do these feelings come late, like it's been months (years even) that you've met them then suddenly boom you have feelings for that person. Do they come like a soccer ball or any type of object, about to hit someone, unexpected but when it comes, it hits you in any single part of the body (mostly the heart) and damn does it hit you hard

I often wonder, what's it like to have a crush? How does one get one? Do you get it by ing down the halls of your school, or anywhere in general and think "Wow, they're really attractive" Or do you get one because you've developed feelings for them by seeing and talking to them one day and your stomach just feels as if butterflies are fluttering inside

I often wonder, what's the feeling of having a crush or liking someone? Does your heart beat increase everytime they give you that sweet charming smile and your knees would feel suddenly weak, like you don't have the capacity to stand up any more and you could just melt right there on the spot, is it like that?

I often wonder, what's it like to fall in love? (I think) it's not the same as a crush that's for sure, right? A crush is something you can explain and why you like them, right? But what about love? Four simple letters form one simple word but damn is it hard to explain. Is love what movies portray when the main protagonist would cry and feel vulnerable and their partner would hold them in their arms muttering sweet nothings to them and not asking any questions why they're crying but they just hold them in their arms? Is love being happy with a certain someone and just be contented with just seeing them or just being friends with them? Is it like one of the most amazing (yet confusing) thing a person could ever feel?

I often wonder, what happens in a confession Does it feel wonderful when the person likes you back and joy would just overflow in both of their faces? Would it most certainly hurt when the person rejects you and it's like the writers portrayed how your heart broke into million pieces and there was no glue nor a way to fix it? Does it burn? (Of course it does) when that person rejects you and you just smile to hide the pain?

I often wonder,

What's the points of falling when no ones gonna catch you

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It's bad I know but I felt like writing something today. Here's an explanation of it

Explanation: It's not that the person would always often wonder, but it's that they WANT to forget all these memories, like they want to forget what these feelings are and pretend to not know them because they've been through every single questions seen in the poem like story. Those parenthesis with words inside it however, like the '(of course it does)' or the '(I think)' is them ing these memories of the people they've fallen for and how it hurts to them thus the end of the story of sort "What's the point of falling when no ones gonna catch you"

I'm bad at explaining okay so idk if you did get the explanation lol

Note: This story or poem idfk what to call it is not in anyway related to me nor my irl life. If you have any questions don't be afraid to ask :]

ALSO much thank you for those 1826 people who followed me and they didn't know they did lmao

Hope you enjoyed it...?