Pain that i feel

trigger warning: depression not for broken hearts. Images don't belong to me but it's my own poem

Pain that I feel now

The loneliness that is killing me

The fear that I am having now

The regrets that's coming on me

Was I the one who caused this pain....

The pain that I feel now

Hurt more than anything

Those mistakes that I did

Is killing me from inside...

The pain that I feel now

Makes me cry, and kill myself

I feel like I am nobody to everybody

Somehow, somewhere am I responsible?

This pain and suffering

I wish that it would just go away

Just go away....

World where I live !

There is just pain and loneliness

I am dieing from inside

But smiling from outside...

It's the Pain that is,

Or has to be, my cause of death

One question five words

Difficult to say but said it anyway.....

Who is responsible for it ?

Isn't it quite simple!

me, me of course...

I am the reason for the pain

I hurt myself consciously

My actions hurts me the most

Reactions are even worse....

I wish I could kill the pain

I wish I could turn the time

I hate everyone around me

Most of all I hate myself....

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