No Connection

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             i can't connect with anyone

              my eyes drown themselves

              but leave me to suffer.

             emotions pile up, up, up

              on my chest causing pressure,

              something i can never relieve.

              i miss you, i really do.

             maybe i am addicted to toxic touch

             because you're the only one

             i could ever connect with.

             other people may have emotions,

             but i don't understand them,

              WE don't understand.

              i don't know how to help anyone

              WE don't know how.

              i can't even express my own to you,

             WE can't express anything.

              because we aren't one thing.

              but this one thing is killing the me

             that i once created for greatness

              and to those who once believed...

              i'm sorry