78 || 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞... - 𝐭𝐰

----------------------------

                         blog :: maybe...

                         type :: poem

                         tags :: n/a

                         tw :: mild dysphoria, fights,

                                  mentions of cuts, etc.

----------------------------

--------------------------------------------

               i want to love you...

               to love me too.

                what? with your glasses

                and that bright smile

                that drives me wild?

                is it so terrible

               to want you the way i do?

                is it so selfish to ask

                if you want me back again?

                will it hurt?

                at this point, i don't care.

               i'll risk whatever i need.

               my kryptonite - my drug

               tall, brown hair, glasses

               nerdy, geeky, musicians-

               your laugh is infectious...

               maybe i had a crush...

               or three.

                maybe i chased someone

               that would never love me.

               and yet, i still love you.

               i'd give it all for you.

               ups and downs,

               lefts and rights,

                everything was difficult...

               we fought, we battled, we cut -

               and yet we ed together again...

                maybe if i get stronger...

               maybe if i grow taller...

               maybe if my jawline was sharper...

               maybe...

               if i was just born a man

               you'd want me like that, too.

--------------------------------------------