* So here is my last entry for PrideMonthFF... I like writing vocaloid fanfic... I think I will continue my other already started stories such as my China ship and introduce my new ones... 🙄 :smirk: And maybe continuing with my OTPs (KokoA & Olikase) and for sure with the new ship I introduced for this Pride Month ^^ Hope you will enjoy :3 *
"This morning was pretty quiet, but today, my mother gave me permission to sleep for the weekend at my girlfriend's. It's the first time she gave me such a permission! The only condition was for us to be supervised by her parents... At least, I didn't tell her that her parents were gone for the weekend... Oops... I hope they will never find out, I don't want to lose my privilege! I mean...
I love Yuka-chan to the core, and I want to live with her when high school is over... We already prepared ourselves to move in together! That's so exciting! I can't wait for it to finally happen! That's why I like the idea of us spending the weekend all alone.
I was really happy... When we were taking our breakfast, she was looking at me the same way she would at a piece of meat after starving for 3 days... Well... I liked it... That made me blush. She smiled back and grabbed my hand.
- You're such a beauty in the morning, Zunko-chan! I love you! as she was saying so, I felt my cheeks burning as though I got a sunburn. She laughed again and kissed me deeply and softly. It made me believe that an angel chose me to be their girlfriend... A silly smile stuck to my lips after that.
A few hours later, we were looking for a bit of decoration for our future apartment. I was grabbing her hand gently the same way I always do when suddenly someone pointed us out with anger. My heart skipped a beat when I heard his offensing words. "You should both find a man instead..." I tried to say something as I know I have the right to love whoever I want the way I want, but nothing would come out... I was pretty shocked and hurt by those words. Some tears ran off my eyes to fall on my cheeks like rivers of salt.
I felt Yukari's hand shaking in mine for a second before getting steady once again. Her voice broke that uncomfortable silence.
- What would you like us to have in our room?! she ignored him completely, as though he wasn't even there. He tried to get our attention, but she wouldn't budge. At some point, he came into our bubble, and she just yelled loud enough to let everyone around turn their heads towards us. "Leave us alone, you pervert!" The man saw all the eyes turning to him with judgment. That was enough to deter him and make him run away like a wounded puppy. Ince he was gone, all the spectator got back to their own things. She immediately gave me the attention I needed after that and whispered : "Let's go Zun-chan, he doesn't deserve any more attention!" She took me to the closest bathroom and dried my tears with her tender words. Eventually, I calmed down. To be honest, I learned something today. From this interaction, I figured that homophobes don't deserve our attention. That their words are meaningless. The way Yuka-chan dealt with it was so cool... I wish I was that level-headed. When I asked her how she knew what to do, the only thing she said was, "I'm used to it." The simple thought that a young Yukari had to deal with this enough times to have developed some coping skills killed me a little inside. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing once more. She dried them all the same, but I could see a watery glint in her eyes. She pit her forehead on mine. "Thank you for crying for me. I never had anyone cry on my behalf, but it's okay, Zun. They don't deserve one ounce of consideration, including sadness."
- You're wrong! I'm not crying for this. That doesn't change how you felt back then. You should never have to "get used to it." It's not fair. It's so wrong!
I hugged her tightly and whispered to her a genuine "I love you..." She hugged me back even tighter than I was, and I heard a whimper. I also felt her shaking in my arms. As I started rubbing her back gently, she sniffled a bit with a slight chuckle. "You're right, Zun-chan. You're right. Thank you. I love you too!"
Artist : Pixiv Id 2445920
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