Anxiety

When the nights came to devour me

Half of my soul would try to flee

I'd blame myself once more

If you could hear me,

I was begging for help

Unless I cried, I couldn't sleep

The world began to distort

Fearful with many thoughts

that would harm me

My chest hurt, when I awoke

Breathing sometimes was difficult

The walls whispered as if they knew who I was,

They sent surreal pictures to distract me

I was screaming inside of my head

became a victim of my own mind

Thought that I'd eventually lose it

Afraid as if something was hunting me

and made the mornings tasted like medicine

The hour of the devils

The breeze blew through my open window

heard noises from the distant

Only my heartbeat could be heard

Quiet but not peaceful

made me cried and empty

Feeding my demons since I was a child

My emotions shifted like a rollercoaster

Talk to me when I needed you

I was scared and worried

To something I didn't understand