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I wish. I wish I could forget everyone. And I guess I want them to forget me too

All people have ever done, all everyone I've let in has ever done is hurt me in some way. And I'm the type of person that doesn't forget anything. Those are always just wounds that never heal. And they keep growing in number, they keep getting deeper and deeper. If anything they get worse with time

My brain doesn't block out traumatic events, it's the only events it re. That and moments where I've been at my worst (especially snapping at people but other things aswell, like breakdowns. Moments that make me hate myself)

My paranoia's spiked up severely. I officially think everyone and everything is against me, I don't trust anyone or anything, I'm always on high alert and I started closing off and being more hostile to the people around me because of that feeling that they have something against me

I hate people assuming stuff about me or how I'll react to a situation or what I'll think of something. I'm sorry but even I don't know how I might react, what I might say and so on. It always starts arguments I'm sick of it

I don't know what I'm feeling, Idk how to explain it but it's severely unpleasant to say the least. I don't know how to explain it I don't know how to express it. It's a familiar feeling but I can't name it

I'm done with not having boundaries I'm done with them being stepped all over when I do. I'm done, I can't fucking take it