finding out I'm non-binary and not a demi girl at all

y'all today I figured out I'm actually non- binary after deeply questioning myself  i figured out I'm non- binary since I really don't fit into what the expectations are based on me being afab  nor as a kid I was never really girly or anything I was always gender-neutral and had gender-neutral beliefs and stuff like that like I'm just a gender-neutral person  I see my gender as being gender neutral bc of  my traits and characteristics as a person  I don't feel like I  align with womanhood or manhood  I don't believe in gender roles, clothes having gender activities having gender,  colors having gender, things  ppl enjoy having gender either,  things are jus things to me  and stuff like that   i feel more in relief calling my self non- binary