Day 5 of #30Daysof Shadow

🕷Day 5🕸

Hello and welcome to Day 5 of my personal journey through the #30DaysofShadow challenge! Today I'll be picking out a tarot card that represents my Shadow Self and explaining why!

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🕸The Card🕷

Today I chose the card Strength but in reversed position from my Wild Unknown tarot deck. This is because this card interprets to: Self-doubt, weakness, alienation, disharmony, pettiness, and fear of the unknown. I am lacking in confidence and tend to be needy to a fault. I also often feel inadequate and insecure.

Sadly this interpretation resonates with me deeply. I struggle constantly with not feeling good enough and often need reassurance from those around me. Growing up I often felt alienated and I never understood why. I'm not sure if I did it to myself or if I truly was alienated. I often feel weak and unable to keep up with those around me, which is due to alienation and not feeling good enough. Being slightly handicapped sometimes reinforces that thought and I have to that the feeling is just my Shadow Self being mean.

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Thank you for reading my post today and ing me on my journey in working with my Shadow Self :revolving_hearts:

Sources: Background GIF and Cover GIF from Giphy. Interpretation help from Psychic Library Interactive Tarot Deck. Picture of tarot card is mine, however I did not create the tarot deck itself.