Is this the Pipeline they speak of?

Sometimes i wish i was a twink. Anyone else have this feeling? Like I'm afab and genderfluid - so when my gender drinks the fluid, sometimes it really says FEMBOY. CATBOY. TWINK. and I'm over here like... "so about these titties..." :satisfied: Help is this the pipeline? I'm starting to think it's not attraction to Sister Daniel, but gender envy. I'm androgynous fem leaning, but I want to be so in a way that's amab dressing fem. Does this make any sense??? Last time I tried explaining this feeling, it was not well received. Phandom you are my last hope - I have a feeling yall are the only ones going to understand :weary: 🧚‍♂