satisfactory

satisfactory

genre: alternative r&b

WARNING: mention of ED

verse one

my face distorted in my shattered mirror

the scale screams that i could be thinner

and then you would finally hold me nearer

lights off if you wanna, have me for dinner

i can’t bear to see my imperfections clearer

pre-chorus

you could have anyone you want

but you’re with me, why pick me?

the other girls, see what i’ve got,

and see what i don’t, spot my weak spot

so i starve my body, get down and dirty

so you might think that i’m someone im not

chorus

but am i satisfactory, love?

i know exactly what you want

i’ll sell my soul, whatever the cost

then watch as the calvary comes

i can’t help but self-destruct

just wanna be satisfactory in love

verse two

you always say that i’m perfect

you’re only looking on the surface

underneath, i am not that worth it

and i spend all my time feeling worthless

but your love is what i’m yearning, for

pre-chorus

you could have anyone you want

but you’re with me, why pick me?

the other girls, see what i’ve got,

and see what i don’t, spot my weak spot

so i starve my body, get down and dirty

so you might think that i’m someone im not

chorus

but am i satisfactory, love?

i know exactly what you want

i’ll sell my soul, whatever the cost

then watch as the calvary comes

i can’t help but self-destruct

just wanna be satisfactory in love

bridge

i know your body like the back of my hand

but your soul, it haunts me, like no others can

and we stripped it down, see i am no man’s land

but you said you’re a soldier, and you can withstand

all the crazy shit i make up inside my head

you love my mind more than my body, my breasts

you told me, you wouldn’t want, anything less

and that we couldn’t separate, not even in death

and i realized, through teary eyes

i’m more than enough, for the right one

chorus (x2)

but am i satisfactory, love?

i know exactly what you want

i’ll sell my soul, whatever the cost

then watch as the calvary comes

i can’t help but self-destruct

just wanna be satisfactory in love