Lotis Word: Jiva

Jiva: Recovery, Heal

We all know what happened to Shiho by this point.

Why did I use her? Well, I recently visited my relatives at the hospital as soon as I heard they got into a car accident. Just visiting them nearly made me shed a few tears. Worse, not only did it remind me of Rei (from PQ), but I somehow ended up daydreaming about my friend’s friend. I won’t go too much into detail (for obvious reasons), but it made me think that he went to the hospital at one point when he was young. Hence, the alternate title.

In my daydream, I was talking to him. Aside from me apologizing to him, I wanted to pull a Doumeki (from Clamp’s XXXHolic). See, Doumeki had to sacrifice something to save his friend Watanuki even though Watanuki wanted to do something for him. (No, this isn’t one of those yaoi stories.) Basically, I wanted to heal him by sacrificing part of myself.

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