Am I That Useless?

Hi, lullaby is here.

I'm still hiatus right now and the reason why I'm being not able to do my job is that I'm having a major exam and I'm sorry for you guys if I didn't did my best in this community. I tried but school is getting me stress and shitz.

I'm having a bad mood right now because people thinks I'm useless.

There will be a competition in my school and one will be the leader. And my enemy was the leader. She didn't chose me, she chose the better ones. We were having a practice and we lose. They laugh at how we do. And my friend got injured and they EVEN laugh. You know how pissed I am right now? One of my good friends told me to calm down and I can't.

I'm seriously pissed off right now and I don't regret what I had said to my so called friend in that team.

She thought I was joking around.

And I bet she knows I'm angry.

Every time whenever I go to hell...I mean school. I had to control myself. In my school, there will be the better ones and losers.

And I'm in that loser group.

I had to protect myself in hell and it was tough.

All I wanted to do is shout and kill myself right now. I can't. My family needs me. We have no money and it's up to my results whether if I or fail.

So...I'm sorry guys if I didn't make this community to your expectations...I'm really sorry. And thank you for reading this shit.

-lullaby