⠀⠀⠀𝗣𝗜𝗣𝗘 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 ⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓, 𝐃𝐎𝐕𝐄 ⠀⠀

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀mtns.

⠀⠀#writing chrcnt: 7,445

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⠀⠀references/meanings:

⠀⠀finch = Young Canary

⠀⠀dove = the Canary he knew

⠀⠀east coast = Maryland

⠀⠀star = the Canary he ired

⠀⠀pancakes = their friendship

⠀⠀Mouse = someone he isn't

⠀⠀green light = he finally picked up

⠀⠀memoir = criminal history

⠀⠀wallpaper = cherished past, forgotten present

⠀⠀silhouette driven away = Canary's silhouette

⠀⠀when he walked away from his apartment.

⠀⠀heliography = Canary was his sun, otherwise

⠀⠀implied that his memories are faded from

⠀⠀the yellowed photography practice.

⠀⠀XXX-XXX-XXX = he isn't Canary

⠀⠀owl's question = the answer's obvious

⠀⠀moth's fluttering = Canary's all he's known

⠀⠀it's only fitting = as destined for him

⠀⠀wine = Canary's presence

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⠀⠀fct. Edwyn doesn't drink alcohol.

⠀⠀fct. Edwyn once liked photographing the

⠀⠀stars and showing it to Canary.

⠀⠀fct. Grief will change most people (e.g. Canary).

⠀⠀fct. Though his actions transcend the

⠀⠀standard of mere friendship, Edwyn hasn't

⠀⠀realized his true feelings for Canary and why

⠀⠀he's so desperately yearning for his ghost to

⠀⠀haunt him—believing it's only because

⠀⠀Canary was the only thing he 'had.' Edwyn

⠀⠀has little knowledge about the concept of

⠀⠀love, because he had to lick traces of what

⠀⠀he thought was love from the grime of

⠀⠀pavements, rather than being warmly fed

⠀⠀with love on a silver spoon (until he met

⠀⠀Canary).

⠀⠀fct. Edwyn cried when he saw the wallpaper.