Darkness is all I see

It seems like no matter what I did I kept let people down. I started thinking how’s everyone’s life will better without me. And what is that feel like?

It feels like nothing. Like a deep, endless, always blank...Nothing.

                                                                        -Rina, 2020

Chain To Your Past

when water droplets touch your skin and you are still thinking.

When the loud screams hurts your ear and you are yet still.

When everything around you is colourful but you still can’t see it.

When you try to get up one day but fall down and you still can’t understand what’s happening around you, what’s stopping you from fighting me then there is a sudden ray of sunlights. Giving you hope and you try but once again a memories of a dark night come back and you are still ‘ chained to your past. ‘

                                                                        -Rina, 2020

This Lifeless Heart

This lifeless heart,

This lifeless heart was awaken by Your love,

And then this love of Yours,

Ruined this heart.

Suffering,

suffering from inside this heart came out sighs,

You gave me the punishment in love,

what crime had I committed?

This love is strange,

There are couple of moments of happiness,

Then You find the treasures full of sadness,

You find loneliness,

Sometimes tears, sometimes sighs

Sometimes complains, sometimes wails.

                                                                        -Rina, 2020