Smudged Sfumato

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                          

sometimes the depth of some wounds can only be known

after they begin to heal, as the scab thickens

four millimetres into my over scarred epidermis

sometimes i lay, in sickness, chronically, aching to be freed,

from the weight of existing in a world

that thrives upon the imprisonment of souls

sometimes in the midst of monsoon, i find myself exhibiting

my despair, spread behind my damaged shoulder blades

and bleeding self-esteem

and when there is nothing in my mind, but silence that tastes

like the disintegrating atmosphere of Pluto,

i'm no longer the creature i was supposed to be

like a plethora of unwanted colors and smudged identities

fatally embossed into the tablets of destiny, almost permanently

untitled, like a dream

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