Done and tired.

《°----°》

I'm tired.

Tired of the way the world has treated me

As if I am broken

A shattered window pane

Being silent

Ingrained in me since I was a kid

Trained like a dog to obey

Wasting my time on you

Thinking you were god

And I was but a sheep at your mercy

"Maybe one day"

One day came yesterday

And I'm already in today

Thinking less of myself

I am not a broken pane

But rather a broken mosaic

Still refracting rainbows

"I can't"

I can and I will

And I will make sure you know

《°----°》

I'm done.

Done letting myself think

I'm too boring for you

It is you that is too boring for my rainbow

Done thinking you were immortal

A god among others

When you're just as bound by gravity as I

Done worshipping at foreign temples

It is time I devote myself to me

Glue my shattered mosaic into life

And I thank you

For wearing me out

To the brink of rebirth.

《°----°》

-Niev