As It Was

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

it was what it was

just as it is what it is

i carried a burden

beyond my capacity

and now i'm spilling

whatever agony

and despair i silently

drowned myself in

it was a moment then

a brief set of intervals

driving me to the end

of this towering castle

of collapsing wishes

and charred hopes

if only it could be as it was

at least, if not as gleeful as

my fabricated memories,

i think i'd take another breath

and not wish for this to end

if only we could be there

for each other, as we should,

even for a moment then

before our hearts broke

and spilt out our souls

and now we can't

even cry anymore

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

                          

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

image belongs to me

crime scene showing splattered custard :sob:

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

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