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Cold, sweating feet

Open window, turned on lights

I wish I could space out

Take a proper breath

Sink into the bedsheets and let them eat me alive

Just for a second, even less than that that would be nice

A moment fully for myself

No one else, but me

I'm afraid

There are a lot of things worrying me

I just wish I could forget it until my mind let's me back