Sided

Today I’ll face the wall once more.

Close the blinds and lock the door.

Words ended up meaning nothing, again.

As shaky as they can come out,

Context is what I wanted to be reached.

lip-syncing emotions.

For you I’d swim across the lake,

but why am I floating on edge?

Down, like feelings, we go down a waterfall.

I won’t attempt to scream either,

But wished to stay submerged.

One sided without a bright side to look at,

What am I to do with what’s left?

Thoughts became residue across my vision,

And so there’s nothing to look at any longer.

Memories fade faster than feelings after a broken heart,

And so I die a million times before I could dream of lost words.

“Too”

I await after my “I love you”.

I’ve lost you, though you hadn’t lost me.

Bitter and sweet, how I feel about your name on my tongue.

This is what heartache is.