I know that this probably isn't ment to write your story. But... Whatever XD I wanted it on my profile when you looked at it so. Don't judge ;-;-;-;

So this is a bit weird to explain. I know that for the longest time I've always had this battle with sexuality, what kind of person I prefer, like, etc. Up until 8th grade year I was you can say straight. I wasn't really into guys anyways so XD I wasn't one for relationships. But I didn't really get confused up until 8th grade. I started to like this girl and even dated her after a few months. Because of issues with her parents not wanting her to date girls (extremely strict about not being homo in anyway) I actually ended up dressing and pretending to be the opposite sex. JUST so I could date her and be around her parents etc. It was really weird because her brother was gay also. And he was trying to be a transgender. I started to think to myself what was wrong with us. I don't get how we like the way we do. (The same gender) after that point I considered myself bisexual. And to be honest I was thinking about being a guy too. After a few years ed I stuck with the bisexual name and sometimes went back and forth between that and straight because I was embarrassed. It's hard to find people who are similar irl. So when people asked if say that but in reality I was into girl hella bad :tired_face: about my junior year in high school I started to realize I didn't give a shit about there gender. And I have even dated like what 2-3 transgenders before. Two female to male. And one male to female. I was even in a poly relationship with a man and a uh (idek what you call it so please don't be offended) but just a genderless. Because that's what they personally identified as. I've been in a bunch of what most find weird circumstances and the older I got the less I cared. I started to take more pride in my sexuality and started to look into others because I personally didn't think bisexual fit me. When I discovered what a pansexual was I was so happy because it fit me perfectly. And I know that this is weird too because I have demisexual in the name but if you may not know it's someone who only really dates a person if there's a strong connection :tired_face: basically. I realized that too because honestly even if I've known you for years or even a few days if I don't feel that connection I'm not going to really be with you :tired_face: and that goes for the other person too if they don't have that connection it's a no go. And yea :tired_face: the weirdness that is my story.