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𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒏 "𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒚" 𝑶𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆

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sᴛᴏʀʏ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ

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❏alternate universe : : ×

❏genre : : 𝑰𝒅𝒌 (𝒑𝒐𝒗)

❏trigger warnings : : sad ಥ⌣ಥ

❏characters : : 𝑩𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒈𝒐

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𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 "𝑷𝒐𝒗" 𝒔𝒐 𝑰'𝒎 𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝑩𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝑰𝒛𝒖𝒌𝒖 (𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒕)

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I did it again. I made fun of him for no reason, made him feel bad about himself, but for what? Why do I feel like I’m a nobody? Why am I the one who ends up feeling weak? He’s the quirkless one, he can’t be better than me, he can’t sur me.

"NEVER WILL I BE THE ONE LEFT BEHIND!"

And for that, I will make sure he can’t stand on his own two feet. He’ll need me because I’m better than him. Yes, definitely, I’m the one with potential, not him. Every time I see him cry, I feel a sense of reassurance. I want to crush him so he never thinks of trying his best because I know what that means.

So why is he here, in front of me? How is he still able to push himself like that? What did I miss? How do I keep falling behind? How did I manage to destroy everything? If I weren’t this weak, none of this would’ve happened. I failed myself. I just want to give up right now, but I don’t know what to tell my past self. I didn’t see this future for me.

I always saw you as an obstacle, not because you held me back, but because you were a threat to me. You shine no matter the place or situation. You just keep suring me. Every time I think I’ve left you behind, I see you standing in front of me, surviving and catching up. I hate myself for trying to stop someone as bright as you. I regret being an immature brat who couldn’t see past his ego. I want you to find it in you to forgive me someday, and to compete side by side with me for our goal.

I said that, not knowing what the future held for me. As I see the screaming faces of our friends and teachers, I’m thinking of how bitter and ironic it is that it’s raining as I take my last breath in this world. At least I have no regrets now, knowing that you forgave me. I know you’ll make it to the top in my place. I want to see you succeed for both of us.

So tell me,

"Izuku, am I ever going to sur you?"