Think Before I Talk Final Chapter

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The final part, the third and now i am finally satisfied with the writing, i tried three times. The ending is a bit meh for me bUt i tRIeD. Maybe I’ll make some other side stories. And if you want me to do some other ships, hit me up. Also thanks to the curator(s) that featured me because i never thought I’d ever get featured.

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(edits made by me)

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A single tear dropped on the ground, a single tear that contained so much emotions. A tear that contained fear, sadness, regret, insecurity’s and so much more. The tear shattered on the ground as it only left a mere mark on the beautiful face of Momo Yaoyorozu. After what felt like an eternity but still not long enough. The kiss was broken. Momo looked into Bakugou’s red eyes as her hand fell off his cheek. She was smiling, a genuine smile that she hasn’t been showing anyone for so long. Way too long.

Bakugou looked surprised, he didn’t know what just happened or if it was just a Dream. But if so, the dream was turned into a nightmare way to fast. The voice of Shoto Todoroki cut trough the silence with a voice that was holding so much pain “Momo…” yet no matter the circumstances his voice stayed so calm quiet and monotone.

Momo’s breath stopped as she looked in to the eyes of her lover, shoto. She bit her lip, what should she say? What could she say. She betrayed him.. she held out her hand and said “shoto...i-..” Bakugou who had finally caught onto the situation smirked at shoto as he kissed Momo once more he flipped off shoto behind momo’s back. Shoto finally showed some rage in his eyes as he said with an angered voice “You bastard!” But this time momo pushed katsuki away from her

“not like this..”

“It wasn’t supposed to..”

“I messed up everything…”

The corners of Momo’s eyes filled themselves with tears as she started to talk, finally she spoke her heart. “Shoto...i love you..” Shoto looked surprised and Bakugou looked enraged. Yet both kept listening.

“But…” the girl continued, her hands were shaking as she said

“It hurts...loving you, it hurts so much..” momo placed her hands together on her lap. She took a deep breath in, her voice was shaking as she continued “I don’t ask much of you..I really do not..just a hug in the morning..and Sharing a breakfast together is all..all that I really need..”

Momo bit her lip, she covered her mouth with one hand as a few tears rolled down her cheeks. Shoto slowly came closer and let himself fall on his knees and carefully placed his hand on her cheek. Momo carefully grabbed his hand and continued talking once more.

“Can...can i love a man..that isn’t there...when i fall asleep...and already left when i wake up...I understand..you’re busy..you have it hard but does it matter starting a family together if..they won’t ever experience the joy of having a father around..” the words were painful for momo to say. And equally as painful for shoto to hear.

“Is our relationship..good for us? Are we...happy?” Before shoto could answer, the door was swept open by a short lady with quite the temperament. She held her walking stick in her right hand as she hit both shoto and katsuki on their forehead. The short lady who was better known as recovery girl said in am angered voice. “The patient needs rest! She certainly won’t get it with you two hanging around!” Shoto stood up and bowed to apologize. Katsuki on the other hand made a fist and said with a loud voice “What the hell old lady! Don’t boss me around!”

Shoto looked at katsuki and said with a voice that was a lot colder then his usual one. “We need to go.” After that he nodded with his head at momo, she had one hand covering her mouth and the other was placed on her heart. She was fighting the tears so hard, yet she appeared to be losing.

Katsuki looked up, he wanted to stay but he also knew that she needed time alone. He wasn’t an idiot at all. He pushed shoto aside and walked out, he looked at shoto one last time and said “ I ain’t leaving because you said so. Keep that in mind.”

Momo leaned back in her bed, she finally gained control of herself as she thought about everything. Momo closed her eyes as she thought

“Im so sorry shoto..”

Momo looked at her hands, the bandages were wrapped tightly around her hands. She only started to notice now how much they hurted. Momo turned around in her bed and saw her phone. It was white and red, equally split trough the middle. It was her own shoto merchandise that she created herself when she first fell in love with him. But, it had a Bakugou pin. The one katsuki gave her when they graduated. He simply threw it at her and said “Here, something to remind me by. Do with it what ya want. I don’t care.” Before he walked off.

She smiled softly when thinking back to the memories, she closed her eyes and thought back to the kiss they shared...caramel..he smelled like caramel. It was quite nice. Momo opened her eyes once more. She didn’t decide what to do, but she had an idea. She grabbed her phone and carefully scrolled trough her messages until she found the name Kyoka Jirou. Momo carefully wrote her a message and sent it to her best friend

“Kyoka, please come to the hospital tomorrow. I have something that I really want to discuss with you. Thank you”

“-Yaoyorozu Momo”

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The following day rolled around, momo was looking out the window as she was eating her breakfast. Yet she didn’t even look at the food. She sighed as she ate one bite, it was so quiet.. she wished that there was just someone she cared about that could share this breakfast. But Katsuki was probably teaching currently since she was absent. The young woman looked at her hands, three days. She had to wait for three days until she could leave the hospital. Thinking about it made her already sick. Three days alone in a hospital since all of her friends were busy with hero work.

“oh shoto..I’m so sorry” she could not even imagine how he was feeling, he probably felt betrayed. Momo closed her eyes and could only see katsuki. She smiled softly but immediately bit her lip. She hated that she loved him..”stupid..” she wanted to blame katsuki, she wanted to yell at him she wanted to kiss him she wanted to love him. She was so confused about him she wanted to hate him yet she loved him so dearly.

her thoughts were disturbed when she heard soft knocking on the door, she looked up and smiled as she said “You can come in jirou! The door is open!” A girl with purple hair peeked around the corner and smiled softly as she said “Hey Yaomomo!” Yaoyorozu had a soft smile on her face that tried to hide more pain and sorrow then it could handle. Jirou looked worried at her friend as she sat down on the chair opposite of Yaoyorozu. She twirled her earphone jack around her finger. “Hey Yaomomo, What’s up?” Momo bit her lip as she started to explain everything. What happened, her feelings for katsuki that she had been hiding for so long. How painful it was to be in a relationship with shoto, how much it hurted her.

After she explained everything to jirou she bit her lip and awaited jirou’s judgement. Jirou looked at Momo for a second as she was thinking about everything momo told her. She looked at her friend as she said “Well...what i get from this is that you love both todoroki and Bakugou. Yet todoroki just isn’t there for you and Bakugou is.” Jirou sighed as she continued “as much as i hate saying this...you should probably talk with todoroki and break up. And then maybe try starting something with Bakugou. Because he can make you happy” momo nodded and smiled as she said “thank you..would you like some tea? Also i read something about you and Kaminari, some sort of secret romance?” Momo smiled at her friend knowing that the two had a spark ever since they started school. Jirou blushed as she said “Please don’t talk about it! You know how hard it is hiding a relationship. It happened to Midoriya and Ochaco as well as Kirishima and Mina. It’s impossible to keep it a secret” momo chuckled behind her hand. She missed having conversations like this. It did help, talking to her friend. She had decided what she would do. She would talk to katsuki and shoto tomorrow. Momo grabbed the teapot and got them two glasses. Jirou looked a bit skeptic at her and said “You should be careful with your hand Yaomomo” yaoyorozu placed down the two cups and lookes at her hand “I suppose that you’re right. But I can’t help but feel so helpless..” jirou looked at her friend, she hated seeing her down like this. The purple haired girl played with her earphone jack until she said “It wasn’t your fault ya know, i mean everyone says that you were roo reckless. I just think that you took the best course of action.” Momo smiled as she took a sip of her tea, she looked at jirou as she softly spoke “thank you…” she saw that kyoka pretended not to hear what she said but the smile on her face was undeniable.

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it was already early in the night when the doctors finally released her. Momo put on the clothes that jirou had brought for her and thanked the nurses and doctors. After that she quickly got the little stuff she had in the room and left. A gloomy expression fell on her face once realizing that she was going home back to her empty bed. She quickly shaked her head and spoke to herself “no..” she wasn’t going to break the promise she made to herself when talking to jirou. Her stomach felt weird and she was a bit uncomfortable. She was going to break up with shoto…when they still were 2A it was a dream come true that she shared her first kiss with him.

Momo finally arrived at her door, she quickly grabbed her keys in her cold hands, her breath created little clouds in front of her. She forgot how cold it was. She put the keys in the door, before she opened it she realized that the lights were still on. Did she really forget to turn them off? She was disappointed in herself as she always pressed everyone to care for the earth. She was setting a great example. Momo stepped inside and took of her coat. She then mumbled more to herself not expecting an answer. “I’m home..” oddly enough she got an answer, “welcome home” at the end of the hallway she saw the Bi coloured hair of Shoto Todoroki. Momo placed her hand on her chest, she was barely able to look in his eyes. His broken eyes. Shoto opened the door to the living room as he said “we need to talk.” Momo nodded even though shoto couldn’t see it anymore. She followed him and sat down on the opposite side of the couch. He already took place in one of the chairs, he was rubbing the side of his head as he said “Momo...I’m sorry..I’m sorry for not being there for you.” Momo wanted to scream at him, she wanted to yell the words “I forgive you” but she kept her mouth shut, if they’d make up now, she knew that the next week would just be more loveless nights. She couldn’t take it, not anymore. She looked up once shoto continued “i love you..and that’s why i am breaking up with you..it’s better for you and i only want whats best for you.” Momo looked at his eyes, his started back at hers. She could feel the sorrow in his eyes yet he kept quiet, momo held out her hand as she said “shoto..” todoroki already stood up and said “Goodluck Creati” he then walked out of the room. A few seconds later she heard the front door open and then close. Momo was left alone, she was confused, she was lonely and she was lost..

After a few minutes momo stood up, she walked to the light switch and turned of the lights. She grabbed her coat and before she knew it the 26 years old pro hero was walking outside. The blizzard they said would come tonight was already starting to show. Momo hid away in her coat, she was beginning to freeze up but her heart started to burn with each step she took. Once she arrived at the door she had desired to see for so long she grew a bit insecure. But eventually she placed her finger on the doorbell and softly pressed it, she heard the familiar voice of katsuki yell “Fuck off dunce face i told ya I’m not coming.” Momo softly smiled. Suddenly the door opened and she stood face to face with katsuki. Her eyes widened, he as well looked very surprised before pulling her in his house and closing the door behind her “what the fuck were you thinking...it’s fucking freezing momo.” For a genius you’re pretty stupid” Yaoyorozu blushed, hearing him say her name was so unfamiliar, she carefully sought his hand and held it, her hand was still covered in bandages but she didn’t notice the pain in that moment. Maybe it was what happened just a little before with shoto. Maybe it was because of the cold but suddenly when they touched everything felt like it was okay. Momo looked at his crimson red eyes as she said “Thank you Katsuki, for everything..i-i love you..i love you more then anything in this world..” Katsuki smirked before placing his hand on her cheek and kissed her. Momo immediately answered his kiss with no regrets. This is what she had wanted for so long…

Thank you for following this stupid series, this is the ending of think before i talk. I’m waiting for some art that a friend of mine is commissioning for me, and then I’ll have a closing chapter with the Bakumomo kids! But for real, i had so much fun Writing this, i even made friends because i met people ho enjoyed reading my stupid story. Which feels so great because i put my heart and soul into my writing