Deprepisode #001: nonessential 🥀

It’s happening again....

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It’s that feeling. Very

much equivalent to

seeing someone out

in public, saying “hi”

and instead of reply

ing, they just stare at

you.

                                     So, it’s happening again.

                                      The little “depression

                                      episode” where life as just

                                     kicked my ass once again.

Yeah, I’m tired of it.

I’m tired of everything.

                                     Tired of feeling like the

                                      things I do aren’t enough.

Tired of feeling alien

-ated and alone.

                                       Tired of whatever I say to

                                       make someone feel better,

                                      it’s not enough.

Tired of someone being

so scared that I show &

introduce them to every

one, but I’m no one to

anyone for them.

                                       Tired of being replaced.

Tired of being talked over.

                                       Tired of trying to be that

                                        someone for everyone.

So I give up... I dunno who I am anymore