Well uhm first of all, hi!

It's my first time writing this kind of wiki or blog whatever you want to call it, so spoiler alarm, it will not be the best blog of the world. Buuuuut I will try my best and if you see any grammatic mistakes you are free to comment it below ^w^

𝙱𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚌 𝙸𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 :christmas_tree:

So the first thing you need to know is that I am a big noob when it's about love hehe. I realized with 13 that I am Pansexual thanks to a friend of mine,but I got confused because I never really got one of those big crushes. It was more like: "aww she is so cute" or " damn they are handsome", you know...and it was not like that I am asexual or aromatic(no hate, you guys are super cool :3).

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 1: 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚞𝚗 :christmas_tree:

One day I was clicking on my amino app which I didn't opend for like 1 ½ months. I was bored and I knew that this place is pretty safe. I didn't had much friends here back then. I was scrolling through the different chat groups where I could and try to make friends( sadly this chat got deleted because of some jerks >:/ ), there I met the host: Levi, who is Genderqueer.

I didn't really know how I should react when the older of this group asked me some questions, it was new to me that people actually wanted to get to know me.... when I said that I am from , they were a bit surprised and told me that the host is from aswell! I was super surprised, it was my first time meeting a german person on this amino and I was kind of happy :3

Levi messaged me then and we started to talk a bit in our pms . That all happened on the 5th April this year, and what should I say... it was a great day for me!

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 2 : 𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 :christmas_tree:

Levi showed me a chat where other germans were,there I met Jonas(LGBT Boi) and Kris :3

They were super nice and it was a great feeling to have some friends now. We chatted every day and found out a lot of things about eachother! It was so cool to spend time texting and talking with them. One day we even changed or numbers (which could be dangerous, so be careful!!). We had super weird conversations, but those were always the best ones <3

Later on Amy (GayNightmare) ed the chat aswell and now we are 4 really close German friends who are a part of the LGBTQ+ community!

If you thought this would be the end. Nope sorry :3

This was just the story how I met my friends hehe.

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 3 : 𝙲𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑???? :christmas_tree:

On the 21th may this year, Levi told me that they have a crush. I was completely freaking out because I knew that I have kind of a crush on them, but typically me I was too shy and too stubborn to it it (I still hate myself for that ARGHHH), anyways, I asked Levi who that crush is even tho I was kind of sad , but happy at the same time because I knew that when Levi has a crush, that they really like that person, so I was happy for them. But Levi didn't wanted to tell me who the crush is and I even panicked more because I thought that they would be scared that I say something to their crush or that they don't trust me. Levi only gave me hints like that it's a girl and that I know her etc.

Jonas figured out who the crush is, but didn't tell me who it was, because Levi told him not to say it TwT.

I was so damn frustrated, luckily Dominique (a dutch friend who is in the chat aswell) tried to help me to figure it out aswell. She didn't knew who the crush is either. We both really tried everything and asked everyone, but didn't came to a result... it was so damn frustrating to me you cant even imagine. I gave up that day and went to sleep, eventhough I couldn't sleep because my mind where still with Levi and their crush.

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 4 : 𝙼𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 :christmas_tree:

Dominique already told me stuff like: "you could be the crush aswell" or "maybe its you", I could never imagine someone liking me (I am not that confident hehe) so I told myself that it's not true. I really couldn't think about anything else that night, it was a strange feeling. Anyways, I told my friend, who already helped me with my sexuality (shout out to Blago), everything what happened the past 2 days and my feelings towards Levi. I obviously didn't know what I should do or how I should react to the whole situation, but we all still talked to eachother like nothing happened. Jonas talked about smart things, Amy about b00bies and Levi about what they drawed. They even sended me a pic and it looked so cool, but there was on picture which I couldn't see because Levi turned it around. They told me that they wont show me that yet because of reasons. I am a very curious person, but I knew that I already annoyed all of my friends with the crush thing, so I just said ok and dealt with not knowing what that picture is. I talked to my friend again and he told me that I should confess to my crush...

HOW IN THE WORLD SHOULD I DO THAT????

That was my first thought after hearing that. He told me that he is 100% sure that I am Levi's crush. It would be like a dream comes true if that is right. He told me a lot of different ways to confess, but none of it was a good one for me. I completely lost hope and just wrote that:

I know completely random and not romantic at all but hey it was my first confession and I took like 20 min just to send those 3 words... I was so embarrassed that I just wanted to run away, but after I saw the answer I was shocked and I thought my heart forgot how to beat for a second... then I was scared that Levi got it in a friendly way, so I wrote that....

Then I totally lost it. I was a crying mess and I didn't know how to react. My first real crush likes me back????!!!!

It was the most beautiful moment I had in years tbh.

We both were sending us voice messages of us crying because of joy hehe. We literally cried for 10 min none stop. And then... well Levi asked me if i want to become their girlfriend...I OBVIOUSLY I SAID YES, LIKE WHICH IDIOT WOULD SAY NO????And now we are together since the 23th may 2020. This may sound like a short time(which it is) but every relationship needs their start,right? I am really happy that i met them and i really love them <3

𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚞𝚜 :christmas_tree:

Do you that one picture Levi didn't showed me? Well...

(My name is Selen, for those who dont get it)

Levi actually just made it for me which is the cutest thing ever! Thanks Leviii <3

𝙻𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 :cherry_blossom:

Omfg this got a bit longer than I expected tbh, but it was fun writing it. It's kind of a different content for my which is full of anime. But maybe you guys are interested in that story :3

I hope I could explain everything well if not you are free to ask and free to give me your opinion on my wiki ^w^

I really need to thank all of my friends, they are really cool, you should check them out uwu, the link is in my bio but here aswell:

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