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Part of the ELEMENTS mini-series and FML series

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Icy dark-red blood on a fresh painted white wall

Water pouring from the eyes like a waterfall

Empty wine bottles on the black square-shaped table

Under it runs to my hand an electric cable

Petals falling from the not-so old roses

The bathroom door behind me simply closes

Looking in the mirror all I see is plain pain

Starting the shower, tears becoming part of the rain

Fifteen minutes of hearing the waterdrops hitting me

Reminding that I will never be carefree

Chains on my throat, chains on my eyes

Chains on my heart and my soul dies

I'm bored of doing this, of being a lethal freak

Four years of injecting myself twice a week

When I needed the most I didn't have anyone

It's too late, I know now, it's too late, I'm done now

The bathtub and my limit, both are already filled

And so I relase the electric cable falling freely in it.

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Please check the whole F M L series, it's goal and also the other poems if you are interested.

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*The injections are NOT drugs, but medication for my illnes ~ so yea, theoretically they are drugs...

I do NOT any suicidal act, but I guess we all wondered about how we wander at the edge of life.

You are not alone!

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We are in this TOGETHER, like a ive COMMUNITY!

Bless y'all!

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