Vent

It's a bit dramatic and selfish, so don't read it if you don't want to.

I just want to share a little, maybe someone is going to the same things.

I, really don't want to make things just for myself, I want to help people, and make their lives a little better. And I have a lot of projects, and ideas I'm very ionate about, I really want to make them reality.

But the thing is, no one in my family s any of my dreams, no one in my family cares for any of my projects. And I know that's completely normal, and its not a bad thing, its perfectly fine they don't need to care for everyone I like or care about.

But, it hurts. Sometimes, I cry. Because, I want to do stuff, art, and other things, and I don't feel like I'm good enough, or good at all. And I don't have anyone to tell me I'm, because no one cares.

And I feel selfish for wanting that, I know no one is entitled to be praised, and I don't want to be treated like I'm special, but, sometimes I just wished someone cared. That's why I prefer to do things with other people, because at least, I have someone who cares.

I just, think, I could do so much more, if someone encouraged me just a little. I always feel like, nothing I do will ever be good, because no one cares.

And Honestly, everything I want is just, a bit of faith, I just want someone to be alive in me. Sometimes, I just. Tired of being the only person in my family who does