Soundtrack Of My Life

river March 13

R I V E R

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music has been a part of my life for such a long time. I do when it started being a bigger part for me, so the phrase "as long as I can " can not be a part of this.

》[IT Girl -JADE]《

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The Beginning

When I was little, we had many CDs for kids, with kids' music - we still have those. I , sometimes, I would go to the CD player and put on some Smurfs music, which was basically regular songs, but high-pitched to sound like Smurfs. Or I would pop in some other CDs with actual songs for children. I'd put the music on and listen to it as I'd dance or play with my toys.

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Myself

After some time of not really listening to a lot of music, I started again. Looking back now, I can see myself evolving, changing, becoming a different person, becoming myself, loving myself. I can see how music has impacted my life. I sing (alone, of course). I dance. Can't go a day without it.

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Go Deep

A few years ago, I started writing songs as well. I would only write the lyrics and find a melody. Writing these songs has been a great way for me to express love, joy, lust, disappointment, sadness, anger. I don't talk nor express my emotions, generally. And this has helped me a lot, even if no one reads my lyrics. I can look at them, read them, and see the person I was, the things I felt, the person I am, and the person I am becoming. I can see my ups and downs. I can see my dark times when I didn't want to be here, and I can see the times I felt like heaven when I've loved life, when I loved him, when I was lusting over and fantasizing about some hot guys.

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Listen

I've spent so many years now, listening to music and writing lyrics. I listen to music when I'm sad, when I'm happy, when I'm in love, when I'm angry... I listen to music and I start dancing. I listen to music and I start singing along the words. Even though, I've kinda stopped writing, I still listen to music. It is impossible for me to go a day without listening to music. Listening to it and writing have simply changed my life in of joy, self expression, etc. However, even if I haven't listened to any music or I am unable to listen to it some days, I may just start humming melodies or singing.

Music is just huge for me. Actually, it is bigger, much much bigger than huge. What's bigger than huge? Oh, right, music.

To be honest, I had prepared a completely different post for this challenge, but I changed my mind last minute. I tend to overshare, so that's what you'd get in the other post - basically, a whole timeline of music in my life. it was quite long, not gonna lie.

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music is love, music is life

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