I hate being mad at someone who doesn’t even think of me.
I hate that I still dream about you.
I hate that I’m not over you.
And I despise you.
I hate that you were the only one we ever saw a future with.
I hate how no one else even comes close.
And I despise you.
I hate our fear of abandonment.
I hate this hollow loneliness.
I hate that I still miss you.
And I fucking despise you.
I hate that I want you to be happy.
I hate that you healed,
that you became someone better
but never for me
I hate that your future is bright, and I’m not in it.
But most of all
I despise you.
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[C]I hate that I still dream about you.
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Comments (2)
The funny thing with this is I only ever missed you when I was tragically depressed. Apparently, most people miss people when they feel the way they'd make them feel.
You ate this up temp 🫶 No matter how much somebody changes, it will never change how you were affected. You're so valid