I'm not feeling great. Better than a while ago, it's getting warmer now and I'm past the hardest parts of all the things that stress me out atm. But there's something that keeps bothering me and when I can't talk to my friends about it or deal with it on my own I usually use this place to vent or ask for advice.
I can't do that now because while my feelings and thoughts are so clear in the moment, when I try to write them down, sort them into a block of text with a clear structure and flow my mind is blank and it's frustrating. I feel like if I want to discuss it here I need to have a point I'm trying to make. Call out...something. But I don't. I just feel like shit in a way that is so fucking stupid and pointless.
It's not even that bad. For the most part I feel fine. Not great, but fine. It's just this one thing. And this one thing is connected to every part of me and everything I want for myself. It's just one thing but it's a very big and complicated one thing.
And now I'm done. No point, no conclusion. This is it. Thank you for your time.
Comments (5)
Is it an aro thing? A poly thing? A queer in general thing? Ace or aroace? Gender even? Or just life unrelated to queer things?
Reply to: Mediocre At Best
I can message you after work if you wanna talk about it
Reply to: Jazz the Cuddly 🦥 :yellow_heart:
Sorry for taking so long to reply. I'm pretty exhausted right now but if it's okay with you I might message you some other time in the next few days?
Reply to: Mediocre At Best
That's alright, take your time.