Jealousy
I look thought my window and all I see
Are happy couples dancing in the snow.
I turn on the TV and all I see
Are people kissing, cuddling and being so sweet.
I look at myself alone, no friends, no relationship.
And I wonder why them, not me?
Why don't I even have a friendship I could feel close to?
I see them happy, loved and cared about.
I see me breaking, lonely and falling apart.
Why, just why, from so many people do I deserve to feel so lonely?
I know I tend to act so cold, pushing and isolating.
But don't I deserve a friend at least who would be patient with me and all my flaws?
I know i am a hard person to love, be friends with.
But why them, not me?
Don't get me wrong I am happy for the people who have friends a lover are loved and happy.
I am happy they have a place to call their home.
I am happy they are so pretty, sweet and caring.
I am happy they have their happy ending.
But if they deserve it, why can't I?
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[IC]I look thought my window and all I see
[IC] Are happy couples dancing in the snow.
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