WARNING
Contains mentions of self - harm and committing suicide
There's a sense of uneasiness and hopelessness
Where the world is grey with blurred edges
As people stopped believing in the rainbows of life
And consider that they should just stop existing
And just die
Too many life pressures and expectations
Too many things that could go wrong
Too many things that did go wrong
Overwhelming them until it becomes too much
Where they're just waking up and being alive
And not at all living
Suffocated in guilt, confusion and anger
Perhaps just numbness from everything
They just want to end it all
Breakups with their partner
Failing grades
Homeless
Jobless
Gender dysphoria
Feeling worthless, unimportant
A waste of space and oxygen
Are some of the reasons why
Toxic emotion-handling mechanisms:
Wine and beer and alcohol
Bleach and poisons
Death from 50 feet above
Hung lifeless on a rope
Sleeping pills
Self - harming
Torturing themselves with self-hatred
Until they depart from this world
Believing that no one would care about them
Alone, and stone cold they died
Leaving an empty ache in people's hearts
Which beats at a fraction as it used to do
Stuttering and wavering
Barely pulsating at a steady rhythm
Many years til their hearts could beat steadily once again
People don't see what's there
Til they died, people did not know why
Such a happy person could perish like smoke
As their pretence of being "fine" eats away at them
Until they are just a shell of who they once were
So don't become one of them, and seek help
Please don't turn to the dark side
As you will never come back.
Stay strong, safe, just be you, stay positive, and love yourself, folks!
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