So, ever since 6th grade I’ve been completely ok with being trans. I never thought that it was wrong. But recently for the past year or so I’ve realized that i kind of have in a way. though I don’t have a problem with being trans myself, I’ve kind of suppressed the fact that my gender isn’t completely static. For the longest time I’ve thought that I couldn’t have a fluid gender. I’ve always been super ive of genderfluid ppl or anything like it, but never with myself for some reason. So ever since I was 11-12 years old I’ve always been questioning my gender identity, and I could never stay on just one. Especially for the past year I’ve been fluctuating between demiboy and binary trans guy. It was so confusing and over all felt pretty awful until only very recently have I decided that I shouldn’t contain myself in a box! So after a bit of thinking over these few past months, I’ve slowly come to accept that my gender identity is fluid. It was... a little bit hard to say the least, but I did it. After a bit of research I’ve noticed that genderflux, specifically boyflux is the best term for me.
Identifying as boyflux has felt so relieving, like a huge weight has been taken off my shoulders. Being able to accept accept all of this has felt so nice, and it feels so right!!! I’m not saying that I have everything figured out right now (of course not I’m only 15 lol), but I’ve been pretty happy with all of this :)
But anyways, aside from all the serious stuff, I drew this in celebration I guess??
only now looking at it I’ve realized I didn’t put any shading on the pants but I’m too lazy to go back and fix it lol
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