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If the time comes that you stumble upon this,

I hope you're smiling while reading this.

I don't want you to feel sorry nor regretful

because I loved you all this time. My drafts are

full of unsent letters for you. I spent my free

nights drinking again just to forget about you

even for a moment or just a glimpse, I am that

desperate.

I loved you... I love you too much to be this

broken, but you were never at fault. It wasn't your

fault that you cannot give me the assurance we

were both looking for because I know, I cannot

give you the same thing. It wasn't your fault that

I waited for you because you already told me that

you wasn't ready for me. But it wasn't also my

fault that I loved you this much nor you.

I tried, but maybe that's our fate. We were just

meant to know each other... you, to teach me

how to love again, and me teaching you that

anyone can still be kind despite everything

they've been through. You are a wonderful

memory, my almost, my favorite feeling.

Thank you. Thank you for appreciating all the

things that I made you feel, everything that I did

for you. Thank you for giving everything you can

to make me happy, to make me feel loved. I don't

know if I expressed it to you clearly, but thank you.

Looking back, I realized that I left before even you

do the same thing. I'm sorry if I confused you the

way I didn't mean to. I love you, and love you still.

And this may be sad yet I know that I'll bleed this

love until the end of time.