DAY FOOUUUURRRRR!!!!!
day 4
From the beginning I have had lots of inner turmoil about both my sexuality and gender which has lead to both self harm and suicide attempts. I think that this view that because I was lgbt I was automatically weird or different (in a bad way) came from my dad and his girlfriend who both have frequently told me how they despised lgbt people to the point where when they found out one of my friends was gay they banned me from talking to him (I didn't follow their Orders). Thankfully now I fully accept myself even though sometimes I have moments of internalised self Transphobia and homophobia that I have to snap my self out of. I have dealt with it and am now 2 months clean from self harm. :grinning: :grinning: :grinning: :grinning: so I guess that's something to be happy about. Thank-you for reading!!!!!!
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