I went to Christian school... I'm conflicted and confused

I really hated that school being that I was pansexual with a preference for girls. The teachers constantly brought up being gay and how evil gay people are. I had to sit there and watch silently as I hear myself pretty much being called a spawn of satan and am going to hell...

Should teachers even bring stuff like that up in the midst of class??? Like i get that YOU don't like it but you never know who you are talking to. My mom is the same way. I convinced her I'm not gay. I don't know what to do. I need some answers or . I'm to scared to ask irl. I have crippled social anxiety so asking for help is like walking through fire. Even ordering food is hell for me :joy:

Are teachers normally aloud to bring up hate stuff?

me sitting in class as my teacher is saying gay people are going to burn in hell