Welcome to a short but sweet mental health update, numero dos!
It has been like.. a hot minute since I posted anything here. Unfortunately I can only say that the semi hiatus should be over in the future. When that is, I will let you know lovelies!
So! Big business here. I'm sure by now you're all wondering. Am I better? And the answer is:
Kind of. ^^`
I'm still having a rough time with irritability and smaller episodes, but I've been working on things, I've been pushing through, and I'm getting better. Now, for some better news. I have finally (and honestly this time) opened up to my mom about my issues and asked to see a psychiatrist so that I can finally get set on the path for full recovery and learning to cope with these issues. I know what the source is, so that's a start. Hopefully that means my episodes will no longer be as bad, and hopefully I can get my RPs back up and running sooner than later!
Honestly, if it wasn't for my beloved(hi cutie, love you! <3) or my older brother (hey bro, you rock! <3) along with some influencers I watch on YouTube who, through their struggles, have inspired me to be open after so long.. I don't think I would have the guts to finally open up bit by bit. I had to finally realize that after months and years of this.. war inside my head that things needed to change. And I can't start that change on my own. I have to be able to put down my pride and stop being silent about these issues. I've been silent about my struggles for years now, and although I plan to keep my secret between my trusted 3 people, I'm gonna speak out if I feel like something needs to be said.
So many of you and so many people have absolutely FILLED my life with such ing words and such wonderful things. Really, I cannot thank you all enough. You all deserve so much more love than even I could give. I feel like I have such a big and such a loving family, and it makes me very happy. So thank you all very much. This is me g off for a bit longer, I love you all my friends! <3
~Teddy :3
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