Happy birthday Ryu :panda_face: 🏵

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I know that IA is important for you so i post it here so that MIDZY will know how much you are important for me and always here for your friends.

It's your 1st birthday with me, so this blog is LONG !

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As you know i don't know how to express myself, in real life even by writing.

But for your birthday i have decide to write black on white my feelings and what i think toward you.

Also english is not my native language so i might have made mistakes or struggle while writing this.

Has gift i already gave you the ticket for the Online chat with XG 🏵🧡

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ My Dear Ryu

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ My Dear Panda :panda_face:

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ My Dear Little Sister

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ My Dear Twins

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:notes: Tonight ! We celebrate... Our Love ! After all this time ! We're still together !~ :notes:

I have never had "real" friends during my childhood. I had some but not the kind that i can share everythings with.

I was a Tomboy, alone in the playground, everyday, wearing the same hoodie, jeans, shoes, i had the feeling that i will never be a part of a group.

I have grown, change, made real life friends, my bestfriends since college.

My personnality has change, my "fashion", my musics taste, my interest.

But again here, i have the feeling that i am the third wheel, a small dust in their life. They've their driver license, go on holiday together, enjoy their life ! And i feel that i can't talk with them, that they've different interest than me...

But i have met you.

We've met 130 days ago, you've sent a friend request on IA, asking for MIDZY friend. Of course i have open my arm for the little new member~

I thought you will talk to me few days or weeks and leave me like other already did... But we've kept talking, laughing, sharing story.

You have introduced me to editing, to Xia, to Alva, to RP.

I've never thought i needed you, but now it's like i can't be without you.

You're like a free little star, enjoying everything, full of happiness.

I was leaving sad days, crying alone in my room without my family knowing, in silence, starting a depression... But you have took me out of this darkness.

You keep telling me that i am cute, pretty, even if i have a "neutral skin" filter haha

You might not know that but telling me that i am pretty even without a filter is really important for me... So when you say that, it make me more confident and i love myself more than ever and that because you've entered in my life.

You are the bestfriend i have never had and i include this perfect angel🤍 of course !

You are always listening to me, caring for me, you always apologize because you don't want me to be mad or angry at you.

We've already argue for stupid reason....

Sometimes i was really sad or angry but you girls were here for me.

You were used to say "Good morning !" at 5am even if i was still sleeping haha~

You must already know but :

- You're freaking lit

- You're beautiful

- You're kind

- You're sweet

- You're multitalented

- You're precious

No words can describe how much you count in my life.

🏵 Everyone is lucky to have you in their lifes, you know that right ? 🏵

You are one of the most important person in my life, you are funny, kind, caring, you are so precious.

I want to take care of you, protect you, hug you when you are sad.

I don't want you to be sad, angry, upset, sick. I want you to be happy and enjoy your life !

You are for sure a little clumsy Panda, maybe lazy but hardworker, with fluffy cheeks.

But for me you are also like a butterfly.

I rarely see butterfly but they all look alike, same colors, same drawing on wings but you.

You, you are that rare butterfly beautiful, bright, catching my eyes, the one i don't want to let fly away...

I am scared to lose you, to make you angry or mad at me, so i am not talking that much now, because i don't want to say something that can make you that way.

You are like a Rose that have bloom in my grey, boring and sad days. Bringing back colors and brightful light in my life :rose:

Don't forget, you're so special, one thing i am sure to know about you.

You're the only one who needs to know, whatever someone says, you are you.

Even a flower can bloom under the falling rain.

🏵Happy birthday Ryu🏵

🧡 I love you, with my whole heart 🧡

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