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When you’re sitting in your desk all alone, it’s test time what do you do?
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I always have this constant thought that , because of everything going on at home I absolutely know I’m going to fail this test , because everything that’s been going on with my family. Everything that’s going on at home. It’s been to much to handle, and I’m always distracted when the teachers are teaching.
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This test determines if I go to high school or not, over the course of two weeks. Do you honestly think that I’m going to all four of those 100 questions tests each if I haven’t been tuning into class?
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I cried myself to sleep last night because I know I’m going to be a failure to all my friends and family that want me to . It sucks it really does, but in the end what am I supposed to do?
All I can do is hope and pray that by any small chance I , this is the one thing I want within these next few weeks nothing else.
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[ This is a series of blogs I’m going to be writing in order to show you that maybe things will be okay in the end I hope you tune in to see more, this is my teenage life. Constant anxiety, fangirling, being weird , etc]
, signed
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Comments (3)
I'm a year late, sorry for that, I hope you don't mind that I'm still commenting even though I'm so late.
So this year, I had some very important exams, important because they are conducted all over the country and the competition is quite tough. I didn't care about my ranking, I just wanted the knowledge and then I'd give the test regardless of what rank I got. But things weren't good for me at home and in school too. That took a toll on me. So at night, I'd try my best to ignore everything and just focus on my studies (which was quite hard for me, due to some reasons). To decrease my stress level, I'd listen to music and take walks from time to time. You can do the same or maybe read a book, or do something you really enjoy during this time for relaxing. Also you shouldn't overwork yourself and give your body a rest whenever you think that you can't go on anymore. I hope your exams went well and sorry again, for commenting a whole year later.
I don't know what part of the world you're in, and I don't know how school works there. But for me in the UK, I took my SAT'S tests to get through to high school. They were the easiest tests I ever took. Everyone ed. It might be different for you though, if so, don't worry about it. Do your absolute best. If you don't think you're doing your best work in class, just keep on pushing and telling yourself to just get on, that worked for me. If you feel you've worked well, there's nothing to worry about. Even if you've not done your best, still don't worry and do every single question you can, even ones you don't know. Just make a guess on what you think it is. Hope this helped!
Thank you so much !!!