Betrayed by a close friend. Went behind my back. Still feel responsible for everything that happened. Catalyst for whatever this mess is now.
I feel nothing and nothingness mixed with anger and betrayal and I’d rather feel nothing.
![[Vent Oc Stuff] Betrayal-[C]Betrayed by a close friend. Went behind my back. Still feel responsible for everything that happe](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.vertvonline.info%2F6962%2F80dd0e2c0428ff0fe35c132a49ac9b5e4cac8553r1-1758-2048v2_hq.jpg)
This started out as a doodle but turned into a coping mechanism extremely quickly. I don’t know whether to be mad or not. I probably deserved this anyways. People have gone behind my back many times before (this being the most jarring), so it’s clear there’s something wrong here if it keeps happening, and it’s clearly pointing to me.
![[Vent Oc Stuff] Betrayal-[C]Betrayed by a close friend. Went behind my back. Still feel responsible for everything that happe](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.vertvonline.info%2F6962%2Fc358ff11190b8521940aedfcd5684b0e9781fe59r1-1804-2048v2_hq.jpg)
![[Vent Oc Stuff] Betrayal-[C]Betrayed by a close friend. Went behind my back. Still feel responsible for everything that happe](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.vertvonline.info%2F6962%2F17a888ab2499a806cb1df1485ccd61123a717cd9r1-1292-2048v2_hq.jpg)
These other two were sketches I made before I found out. I was extremely confused when I drew them and honestly I still am.
I didn’t put too much effort into these, hence the simple style. Nothing too fancy.
I don’t have proof for the digital picture although I can take one and put it in once I get home from school. I do have one for the sketches at least.
![[Vent Oc Stuff] Betrayal-[C]Betrayed by a close friend. Went behind my back. Still feel responsible for everything that happe](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.vertvonline.info%2F6962%2F9d1a8d4231f54ae3d3aa7693e44d4a687eaf8be2r1-1536-2048v2_hq.jpg)
Comments (21)
I know this is old but
where my bat at ill hit all them haters for ya uwu
Reply to: Dan #Garycato
I know what you mean! Yes it i s, but I’ve got time before I go to school so I’ll see how much I can get done ^^ You’re all good!
Reply to: :balloon: BluFireCat Is 17 Today :balloon:
Ah yis thank you my fren
I'll see if I can get a present for you. ^^
Reply to: Dan #Garycato
No problem! Aaa thank you!
Aw man that’s awful, we all know you didn’t deserve that. :persevere: I’m not sure how long ago this was but I hope things are better now. I know you don’t know me too well, but if you would like to vent or anything I will listen :two_hearts: *hugz*
This all just started Thursday and good gRACIOUS it’s taken a turn for the worse in the past hour (my group of friends is almost divided over this). I don’t think I’ll have time tonight but I’ll tell everything you tomorrow if you’re alright with that. Thank you ^^ :two_hearts:
Reply to: blufirecat
Oh my I hope that all clears up! I'm sorry to hear it's gotten worse :( i know you and your friends can get through it all. and of course i can wait! I'll always be here for you <3
Hope it gets better :rose:
Thank you ^^ Me too
Oof, hope you feel better soon *sends hugs*
Thank you so much ^^ I hope so too
Aw honey.. need someone to talk to? Im all open arms óvò :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :two_hearts:
Thank you so much ^^ :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :two_hearts: If you don’t mind, I’ll let you in on what’s going on
Reply to: blufirecat
I'm open, feel free! :sparkling_heart: :gift_heart: :cupid: :heartbeat: :heartpulse: :revolving_hearts: :two_hearts: :heart_decoration: