Forever Hiden ~ KaiSoo challenge :purple_heart:

Forever Hiden

KaiSoo Challenge

:notes: STAY WITH ME :notes:

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Jongin

He was sitting on his given place, staring on the ground, listening how everyone around, is happily chatting. He was clutching the microphone in his hand, trying not to look too obvious with the anger rising inside of him.

“Kai, what is your ideal type?” he heard his name being called, when someone nudged him from side. He looked up, meeting big brown eyes of Kyungsoo. He glanced around, seeing that everyone was now focused on him. He smiled guiltily.

“I´m sorry, what was it?” he spoke, not having idea, what they have asked him.

“Kai is a little absent minded today, shall we shoot this bit again?” asked the MC of the show, they were at right now. Kai tried to forget what occurred just a moment ago, what cause him to boil in rage. He put aside his own feelings and tried to get through this interview like a professional, without any more stumbles.

“Are you okay?” Chanyeol appeared next to him, when the last shoot was done. Jongin tried to look, like he is alright, but as soon as he saw Chan´s face, he almost lost it and scowled at him. He realized that the way he feels right now, is not Chanyeol´s fault, but couldn´t help, but to get jealous when he saw his grinning face.

“I´m cool,” he forced smile into his expression, nodding his head.

“Let´s go back to dorm now and order some food. Fried chicken?” Chanyeol sensed, Kai is not in the best mood, even tried to cheer him up. As soon as he mentioned word chicken, he found himself softening towards his friend. They went out of the studio and into the vans, waiting, to take the whole group back to their dormitories. He ended up sitting next to Kyungsoo, as always.

“You look tired,” Kai said in a concern, watching boy beside him, who turned his gaze towards him.

“You too,” D.O gave him small smile, which brightened his soft features instantly. “Should we do something tonight, we don´t have any schedules,” he suggested. Jongin leaned his head back on the headrest of his seat, suddenly feeling much better, than he did during the time in the studio.

The thought of him being alone with Kyungsoo again, after long time, excited him, washing off the weariness he felt, up until now. When D.O mirrored Kai´s movement and rested his head in the same way he did, facing him, he realized how much he loved those moments. Even though they weren´t alone in the car, they sat in a back, not being disturbed by the wild elements, that were seated thankfully in the another car.

“Should we go and see a movie?” Kai thought of an idea. Kyungsoo, usually liked to go on his own, but Jongin sometimes ed him. He watched the enthusiastic glint in Kyungsoo´s eyes, happy that this day might not end up being that bad after all.

Thereafter they arrived in the dorm, they decided to relax for a bit and eat a dinner with the others. He couldn´t say no to a chicken, after all.

They then left rest of the member to their own activities and headed out. Jongin tried to convince his heart to calm down, while he was walking next to D.O.

They decide to take a walk, as the movie complex wasn´t that far. Kyungsoo and he were both wearing baseball caps and oversized hoodies, trying to looks as much unobtrusively as possible. Their hands brushed once in a while, whereas walking closely next to each other, which sent tingling sensation all over his body.

Kyungsoo was telling him about shoot for his new movie and about the script reading he went through, looking ever so cute and ionate, when it came to his acting career. He couldn´t even explained with words, how proud he was of him.

He loved to listen to his stories. When Kyungsoo was talking, he always managed to captivate all his attention. He had to fight the urge to do something crazy, like to take his hand, which kept bumping into his as they walked. He didn´t hold a hope, that this could be a signal for him to make a move. He never did, whenever they had these kinds of moments.

It didn´t take long and they arrived to a cinema complex, it was quite late at night, so not many people were around, which was exactly what they were aiming for.

“What should we choose to watch?” Jongin asked D.O, glancing at his handsome face, feeling the tugging in his heart, that has happened whenever he looked at him, and which was followed by a painful squeeze, after he became aware of the reality. Kyungsoo was and always will be only his friend and group member to him.

“Something scary this time?” D.O proposed, pursing his lips. He didn´t make it easier on Kai, when he acted like this in front of him. He had to divert his gaze away, murmuring something about, that he can pick something up himself.

They bought the tickets and went inside the projection room, which was completely deserted. They place the box with popcorn between them and started watching the movie.

Kai didn´t pay much attention to a film, but D.O seemed to be absorbed by the storyline. Kai spent most of the time stealing glances at his companion, trying to the second he realized, that he developed a feelings towards Kyungsoo.

He was always there for him and Kai often took him for granted, when he consoled him, while he fell deep into the depression, or when he was shredding tears for whatever reason. Then he started to notice the times he got annoyed for no particular reason, when Kaungsoo got too close to another member, or other way around. It took him a while, until he found out, what is up with him.

Now he didn´t have any other choice, than to hide his true feelings, like he did today.

Suddenly, D.O next to him flinched, thanks to scary scene in the movie, which caused him to move closer to Jongin. Their shoulders were now touching, making Jongin loosing himself in the unexpected skin ship, being happy for at least this.

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Kyungsoo

He tried to keep his eyes fixed on the projector screen, knowing about every stare, Kai next to him, was giving to him. His own heart was racing, whenever he sensed his eyes on him. He didn´t have to look at Kai, to know, that his friend didn´t come here to watch the movie.

Kyungsoo hardly knew, what the film is about, but when the scary scene came, it jumped him, making him lean on Kai´s shoulder. For a moment he forgot about, where he is and with who, being drawn by the blood bath scene in front of him. When it became too much, he squeezed his eyes shut and turned his head towards Jongin.

It happened naturally and he didn´t think about it much, when he reached for Kai's arm, which was resting next to his. He slipped his own around Jongin´s, clutching the fabric of a jumper in his fists. He felt Jongin´s body tense, and that made him realized, how boldly he just acted. He wanted to pull away immediately, but Kai´s other hand appeared, covering Kyungsoo´s, not letting him go.

D.O gasped for the air and then held it in. Kai now wasn´t looking at him, both of them focusing their eyes on the screen. Few minutes pasted and they both relaxed, not saying anything, only thing left to do was to enjoy their moment of proximity.

Kyungsoo was always surprised and weirdly happy, when something like this occurred. People might think, they are just close friends, and that´s how it always must come out to the people who had their eyes on them. D.O sighed quietly.

When he knew that he likes his friend more than he actually should? Was there an exact moment? He always felt the higher level connection with Kai, ever since they met, they became friends almost instantly. Their relationship grew as they spend year after year together, going through all the hardships and moment of happiness together. Kai cared for him in a different way and D.O managed to sense Jongin´s emotions.

He knew, both of them were aware of their own feelings for each other, but never they did anything about it.

D.O felt guilty today, as he was forced in a game, during the variety show, to receive a kiss on the cheek from Chanyeol. He saw Kai´s expression, when the moment occurred, not having any other choice than sit still and let it happen.

He wanted to tell him, not to worry about it, tell him, that it made him feel apologetic towards him, but he never found the courage to say anything. They never spoke about it. And he doubt, they ever will.

The movie came to end and they had no other choice than to go back to a normal.

“Did you like the movie?” Kyungsoo asked in low voice, not daring to look at Kai, who already got up from his seat. He cleared his throat before speaking.

“It wasn´t bad,” he murmured . D.O followed his lead and stood up too. He didn´t mean to look at his friend , but he couldn´t help it, lifting his gaze, to see his tanned handsome face. He heard his own heart pounding in his ears, making him feel nervous all of a sudden. The things he could read in Kai´s facial expression, were too much for him to handle. He opened mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

Jongin´s eyes were full of determination. The screening room was still immersed in darkness, and the only source of light was from the big screen. Kai moved towards Kyungsoo, who simply froze to the spot and let Kai´s arms wrap around his stiffen body, completely embracing him in a tight hug. Feeling Jongin´s tall frame leaning into his visibly smaller one, was intense.

“Don´t say anything, just let me hold you for a minute,” he heard him whisper into his ear, sending wave of shiver down his spine. Of course he had experienced hugging him, but it never happened this way. This was different and he found himself delve into the sensation, that Kai´s act created.

He only nodded his head and wrapped his own arms around Jongin´s waist. They remained like this for couple of minutes, or maybe more. After the light turned back on, they had to separate.

“Let´s head back now, we have busy day tomorrow,” Kai spoke with shaky voice, avoiding his eyes and started walking away. D.O needed few seconds to pull himself together, before ing his friend.

And it must stay this way, forever. The only time, they can be partly together, is to hide in the darkness, hoping to never be seen.

They both realize that fact. No words were needed to point that out. Kyungsoo was happy to have him in his life, even if it is to only have him, as a friend.

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To Kai :birthday:

I want to wish you only the best in your life. I hope you will remain happy doing what you do best, which is dancing. I hope you will never lose the ion for that and for performing in general, because let´s be honest, we love all love watching you!

You are an amazing person and we all ire, how kind, cute, hot and sweet you are!

Let´s share many happy times together in the future!

love you!

To D.O :birthday:

Happy birthday little penguin.

Hope you had a lovely time on you Bday party and that you received lot´s of love!

I wish to see you in many perfect roles, in many dramas and movies, because I think you are awesome actor. I hope to see you keep singing with your amazing voice, which always makes me feel so peaceful!

Hope to see you one day standing in front of me on the stage somewhere in Europe (so bring your husband and rest of the minions with you, thanks) :ok_hand: :grinning:

Love you!

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Helloooo,

So this is my first ever one shot (all of my stories are never shorter than 100k words), so this was a new experience hah!

It was kind of frustrating, the urge to keep it longer... Anyways... I tried! :ok_hand: :blush:

I will point out again, that English is my second language, so I'm sorry for any possible mistakes.

I got this idea, suddenly when I saw the livestream of Nature Republic with EXO, I'm sure everyone knows what happened there hah... :grinning: D.O kissing Baek's forehead after he gets permission from Kai! Legendary moment for all of us hardcore shippers :joy:

Everyone can see how thrilled Kai is, standing there, frowning, with folded arms on his chest :joy: :triumph:

I know the story is not really bright, no happy ending whatsoever, so I left it nicely open :satisfied:

But if this is real thing, please let them come out :grin:

Btw process of my cover editing - btw this was my second try :joy: :see_no_evil: ( btw I suck at this and it's horrible, it's harder than the whole writing of the FF) :see_no_evil:

The pics don't belong to me

The story does though :wink:

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