Eℓectric kiss :kiss: :zap:

First of all, let´s set some ground rules hah, not really a rules as suggestions!

I´m writing as always from the point of view of the Y/N aka me, in my case hah and ofc the male lead is Baekhyun aka my bias, my reason to live, my inspiration, my wife… but you are more than welcome to imagine and put in his place whoever you wish to, your bias… your bias wrecker… it´s entirely up to you, the possibilities are endless.

This turned out to be a bit of a fluff/angst/suspense... so don´t die.

Shout out to my dear Irina, who only said that the lyrics for this song were just like fan fic and my mind went boooommmm... :boom: :kiss: :grin:

Let´s get to it tho!

Happy reading

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She got to the said place before him.

She was nervous, which was so like her. She was always a wreck whenever he called her to meet up. She should be calm after the amount of time she spent in his presence, she should be already composed after knowing him for some time, but the truth was quiet different.

And she hoped, this will never change, she loved her stomach squeezing in anticipation, whenever she saw his text on the screen of her phone, or calling her. Sometime it was hard to believe, he was hers as well as she was his.

Maybe the feeling of suspension was caused by one little detail and that they were not meant to be. There were hundreds of reasons for them to not be together, for them to not be meeting at this hour and here.

Just the thought of seeing his gorgeous face filled her with happiness that was the main reason for them to go against the odds and do this anyways. She didn´t see him for two weeks now, because there was no possibility and chance for him to slip out, without anyone knowing he is sneaking out to meet up with her.

She was ecstatic to finally being allowed to have him for few hours only to herself, but she was anxious for some reason. When he called her to tell her the time and usual place to meet up, he didn´t sound himself, almost like a different person.

She shook the uneasy feeling off and kept on drawing circles in the sand under her feet, with tips of her shoes.

Her heart jumped, when she sensed someone behind her, recognising his fresh scent and she relaxed as soon as he neared her back, taking the ropes of the swing she was sitting on in his hands to give her a push, without even uttering one word. She was too happy to understand his quietness. She wrapped fingers around the rope tighter, so she doesn’t end up flying of the swing like her clumsy self, was used to.

He pushed her for few peaceful seconds, then he stopped and walked around her to face her. She looked up to scan his handsome features, only to see that he lost some weight, which wasn’t something she was expecting to see. She liked his chubby cheeks, especially when he smiled at her.

“Hi,” he breathed out giving her smile, which was far from the bright one he used to wear whenever he was around her. This was something she could only identify as saddest smile in history of smiles, which he only had, to try and make her feel assured. And it didn´t work so well for her.

“Baekhyun,” she stood up from the swing set to face him properly, stepping closer to him. He didn´t move, but neither he followed her lead, as her heart squeezed uneasily once again.

He was wearing simple black oversized hoodie and skinny jeans of the same colour, yet he looked like he just walked out of the photoshoot. His black hair was dishevelled, but that only brought out the fact, how hot this man actually was.

“Have you been well, Y/N?” he asked with sincere worry in his voice. His chocolate eyes studied her face, looking at anything different about her, but she was still the same Y/N from two weeks ago.

“I don’t have to ask you, because I can see that you´ve been having a hard time,” she replied, her voice involuntarily shaking. She always failed to hide her emotions when it came to Bakehyun. He had this power within him that didn´t give you other choice than to completely open up to him. She has done it long time ago, he saw her cry, she saw him cry too, which was probably why they grew so close to each other.

The thing was, he seemed to be maintaining some kind of safe distance from her, which he only confirmed when he moved one step away from her, giving her another distressing smile, this time putting some more force into it.

“There was nothing wrong, it was just busy two weeks, I had hardly any time free. I´m sorry I didn´t call you,” he turned her back to her, so she couldn´t see his face and she was losing it. She wished to cross the small distance between them and place her hand on his shoulder in comforting manner, but why she couldn´t suddenly do it, she didn´t know.

They were together too long, for her to be hesitant, but the fact they didn´t see each other for some time, plus he was acting so weird, was compelling her actions too.

“That´s okay, I know what your situation is like and you know I never complain,” she tried to convince him. She was telling the truth, but she was too tense, for the words to come out easily. She was glad when he turned around to let her see his face again, despite the serious look in his eyes.

“I know and that´s why I feel more sorry, than when you would actually protest over me treating you this way,” he mumbled with slight frown on his forehead. Was this what was bugging him?

“We agreed that you won´t be doing this,” she reminded him their deal. Because this was not for the first time he felt sorry that he can´t give her more, than this. She always had to make sure to tell him that this was more than enough. She might have been labelled as easy girl, but as long as Baekhyun liked her then she didn´t need anything else but that.

“I know, but some things happened… we need to have a talk,” he bore his eyes into hers, while she felt like this time, it´s different from the other times he was being like this. All of a sudden he made move towards her, killing the gap between them, just to stand in her close proximity, making her mind go all fuzzy for a second. She was too tensed to let her hormones take over and dance in bliss from his closeness.

His features were stiff as he stared at her, while her heart was beating wildly.

“Damn…” his fingers ran through his silky hair.

“Just tell me Baekhyun, I´m not made of sugar, I will handle anything you need to tell me,” she was pretending to be all tough, ignoring her voice shaking, trying to lift his spirits, with her own very unconvincing smile. It looked like by her statement, she made it even worse, because he shut his eyes for a split of second, letting out shaky breath.

“I think we should stop this,” he said with husky voice, almost forcing it out. Her heart froze in the middle of crazy pounding. His empty stare, when he told her this, was unbearable.

“What… what do you mean?” her heart maybe already knew, but her brain tried hard to come up with logical explanation. She automatically ed her hand in front of her body, to prevent herself from starting to shiver severely. She always wished for this day to never come…

“We should stop seeing each other,” he uttered, clenching his jaw, after he spoke. She was trying to find something, anything in his expression to simply tell her, he is not serious.

“You want to break up with me,” she repeated to make sure she heard him right, the fact the organ in her body that grew so attached to Baekhyun stopped working as of now, told her that this is reality. She couldn´t stop a pained whimper, when Baekhyun diverted his sight away from her, not being able to bear to look at her anymore.

“Ah… alright, I understand…” she managed to form some words, looking at his profile, feeling like her whole world is right before her, but it´s slipping thought her fingers, without even knowing why. The moment she said what she said, his eyes found her again, seemingly angry.

“How can you be so calm, when I tell you this?” his eyebrows scowling.

“I´m not calm…” she said weakly, holding her tears back as much as she could.

“Damn it…” he cursed once more and she felt sorry for him. He was letting go of her, but why she didn´t feel like he is actually here to stomp on her heart…

“I´m aware I´m not in the position to ask you why… but…” she needed to know. His eyes sparked with emotion and she recognised this look, he gave her this one whenever he wanted to hold her, whenever he wanted to be close to her, when he wished to kiss her. But he didn´t do anything at all, he was standing there, not moving a muscle, like it was hard for him to control himself.

“Y/N, how are you not in the position to ask, you are my girlfriend…” he growled and she enjoyed his eyes melting as he wanted her to demand the reason he is leaving her behind. This might be the most curious break up ever… she thought through the mess that has become in her head.

“Not anymore,” she said blankly, vowing not to start crying before he leaves. Now she knew why she wavered before she approached him and touched him, she knew deep inside, he is meeting her solely to end their secret relationship. “You don´t have to tell me why Baekhyun, I knew this day will come sooner or later and I´m happy I could have you for myself at least for a little while,” she wished to touch his cheek once more so badly, but she was not allowed to do so anymore. Even though she oddly felt like he needs comfort as much she does right now.

He stayed mute, not trying to explain himself and she really didn´t want him to. She would break down if he said another word. She only knew she needs to go, before she will do something which she should not.

She wanted to ask him to stay with her, but that was out of question. She once thought she is selfish person, but that was before she met him, now she would do everything for him, to be happy.

“Stay healthy, Baekhyun, don´t skip food… I have to go now, because I have this thing… and I´m late already…” she was rushing to get out of here and find a quiet corner to crumble at. She walked past Baekhyun, who didn´t do anything to stop her from leaving.

She covered her trembling lips with palm of her hand and walked as fast as she could. She would start running, but it was already dark and she would be lucky enough to trip over a rock or branch.

No matter how much she should have been ready to say bye to Baekhyun, she was not expecting to feel this miserable. She choked on the tears swallowing her throat, the images of Baekhyun brightly smiling at her, while holding her tightly in his embrace and rocking them from side to side happily, was torturing her mind.

She quickly wiped tears that managed to leak from eyes as she was blinking rapidly to get back her clear vision. When one pair of strong arms wrapped around her body, stopping her from getaway. She lost her balance as she was pulled backwards, crushing into hard as a wall torso of man behind her.

Her mouth escaped muffled yelp but as soon as she sniffed familiar cologne, which belonged to Baekhyun, she relaxed against his firm frame. Judging from his rapidly raising chest and panting, she realised he ran after her and hot flood spread in her chest, making the lump in her throat grow even bigger.

It took only few seconds until he calmed down his quick breathing, not allowing her to go. One arm wrapped around her waist and the other one pressing her shoulders towards him.

The wave of thrill took over her, once she felt his heated breath on the side on her neck, close to her ear.

“I can´t just let you go like this,” he murmured in her ear, paralyzing her to the spot.

“You are not making it easier for me, Baekhyun,” she responded, over her mind being clouded by all kinds of emotions.

“It is not easy for me, Y/N,” he confined, his voice sounding so low and sad. His body heat was spreading into her limbs, making her want to stay like this for eternity.

“Baekhyun…” her voice broke as she spoke and his hold on her became stronger.

“I know…” he whispered in the sensitive skin on her neck and she had to hold herself to stay still as the shiver rolled down her spine.

They stayed like this for some time, while he was breathing in her scent and she just got stuck in the moment, until he loosened his grip on her and stepped away a little, just give her some space for him to comfortably turn her around to face him. His face mirrored what she felt and that made whole this situation a lot more difficult.

“You have to let me go,” she pleaded softly wanting to help him, but he shook his head like a little child refusing to behave.

“The fact you were so understanding confirmed how beautiful person you are, I hate that about you and love it at the same time,” he told her seriously, his hands on her shoulders. She couldn’t stand this anymore. She let the tear that she held inside to fall down and slipped out of his hold, not to run, but to go back where she belonged. She grabbed the front of his hoodie and pulled him closer to her, until their faces were just few millimetres away from each other.

If this is the last time she can be with him, she needs to stop being so selfless and seize the last opportunity like there is no tomorrow. But the moment the momentarily courage flooded her existence, it disappeared as instantly and she ended up only staring at his handsome gentle features. His eyes softened, the sweet brown colour of his irises captured her attention entirely as they travelled over her own face, stopping on her quivering lips.

He moved forwards, slowly killing her with anticipation. The breath hitched in her throat as she held it there for second, while he kept his focus on her mouth, coming closer if that was even possible. There was no space between them, when he enfolded his arms around her waist. The static was jumping in the air around them, magnetising them together.

Her stomach dropped to the ground, while she bathed in the warmth of his embrace.

They stayed like this, unmoving, realising that if they cross the line, it will be very hard to come back to senses. Someone would have to take the responsibility… and she decided to let go of the foolishness first, no matter how much it hurt to pull out of his clasp. She looked into his endearing eyes for the last time and then she turned around and walked away.

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Dear Aeris, please don’t hate me for cutting it like this and leaving it hanging open like a window :joy:

I needed to build up the electrifying suspense :grin: not my idea, I mean yeah it’s partly mine, but partly blame few korean boys that slay in everything they touch or do🤷‍♀

Also you won’t believe how many time I wanted to write electric somewhere in there... I’m bad writer, this was a torture :joy:

But anyways, I just wanna say that only EXO is able to generate so much ideas in my mind, if I ever publish a book I will surely include them in my acknowledgments :sunglasses: :joy:

The back story of why they had to hide their relationship and why did Baekhyun suddenly decides to break thing up... well that’s up to your imagination, I mean if I was to write a whole story I’d come up with something shocking, but this was created solely to celebrate the masterpiece that blessed our lives and that is - Electric smooch :grin: :kiss: :purple_heart:

Last week was hard, we all know that and electric kiss had literally saved us all, plus the winter album is on its way and SM grew some balls and decided to take the right steps, idk how about you but I see a light at the end of the tunnel :zap: :relieved:

Alright I will stop blabbering about and leave you to get over this oneshot...

Oh dear, I almost forgot... It didn’t finish yet, here is the rest :smiling_imp: :grin:

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He snatched her wrist before she could make one more step, tugging at her so she didn’t have any other choice but to twirl around and finish up in his arms again.

“I´m not letting you go, Y/N!” he informed her with hoarse voice, before he didn´t bother with another agonising pause and conquered her lips in defeating manner.

His hands on both sides of her face, held her in one place, gently grazing over the skin of cheeks, while he didn´t hold back his craving, taking her all for himself. His fingers tucked loose strands of her hair behind her ears and dived into their waves, as his lips melted into hers.

She let out soft moan, placing her hands on his hips to have something to hold on to. Being with him like this was as unbelievable as it was, when it happened the first time, except this could be named as a goodbye kiss, which almost opened the floodgates of her tears again and that gave her the right jolt to not stand there like a statue and actually return his kiss as ionately.

Almost like he knew what kind of war was happening within her, he didn´t allow her any space for thinking and made sure to drive her crazy. His lips brushing over hers were sending tingling sensation into every little nerve of her body. Her knees were shaking when he slowly pecked her lower lip, slightly nibbling on it. He enjoyed teasing her like that, but she was too inpatient and let her hands travel up his chest, wrapping them around his neck and finally crushing her lips against his, while he groaned loudly.

All the feelings that were bottled up inside of her, threatened to burst out, when Baekhyun lowered himself a little, to relocate his hands from her hair to her lower back, cuddling her lovingly and kissing her hungrily.

“Y/N, you know I love you, right?” he muttered into her mouth, and she knew, because she wanted to tell him the same thing.

They can love each other all they want, but there is no happy ending for them, she knew that from the begging of their relationship, but that didn´t stop her from jumping into this to have her heart broken in the end, voluntarily.

“You know that I do too,” she whispered, leaning her forehead onto his, both of them panting heavily. She didn’t´ know what is going to happen to them, but she didn´t want to think about it as long he was holding onto her.

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Ehhh, sorry?

Okay I played you a little bit, but I can’t help myself, someone once said this is an serious illness and I must say that individual was probably right :see_no_evil: 🤦‍♀

If you wish to find me and kill me, imma give you my P.O. box so you can send me at least threatening letters :joy: I heard it’s trendy now 🙄 :joy: sorry for the sarcasm :see_no_evil: :grin:

Anyways that is the end for real now, I’m not gonna be playing you any further I promise :grin: :purple_heart:

Love ya all!

Until next time

Paaapaaaa :wave:

(That’s how you say cutely bye in czech) :satisfied:

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