Hiatus Thing Sort Of

I’m probably going to maybe continue role playing because it makes me feel better sometimes or it’s something I look forward to. Honestly, I say I’m going on a hiatus but it’s probably not going to be the normal hiatus thing that people do, I’m going to be online but not that active. Anyway, the reason for this was from a chat that one of my friends gave me screenshots from on from another Amino where people were saying really hurtful things about me and two other s, possibly more people, I didn’t read the whole thing because I had a panic attack and had to go to my therapist but I’m doing better right now!

I do want to address somethings really quick though:

1. In sixth grade, 2016, I was a crazy power abusive maniac. (I literally told someone on this Amino who was harassing me- actually, I’m not going to say that they harassed me, they probably didn’t, this was four years ago, my memories are skewed- that I was going to ignore them and go STAB A PUNCHING BAG THAT HAD A PICTURE OF THEIR FACE ON IT TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER.) Like I said I was literally going though crazy mental issues that no one knew about and honestly if o look back I would have banned myself. Yeah I was going through some stuff at school, I was in between friend groups because one of my best friends started liking undertale and anime and cosplay and hanging out with those people, but my other best friend wanted to do cheer next year and started to date a football player, etc, so I was trying to diffuse stuff out until I got dropped by both of them, so just an explanation to why I was literally a crazy bitch and if you didn’t know this now you know.

2. Naomi and Earnest’s relationship was pretty rushed, they had only been dating for a year before they had gotten engaged, so yeah that was really rushed. It was not my intention to copy other s who had their OCs getting engaged and married or steal the attention away from them, I just wanted that for my OC too to be happy as well, which if I could go back and redo it, I would have waited until graduation to have them get married but I already set the wedding date and I’m really excited about it so it’ll still be the same. But if anything happens with other s like giving birth early or anything like that, I’ll push the wedding date forward so I don’t overshadow then again like I did with the engagement party thing, an engagement party is not as important as a wedding so just keep that in mind and don’t make the same mistake I did when y’alls OCs are of age to get married next year or in two or three years, depending on when you made them/when you ed. Just saying again that it wasn’t my intention to overshadow anyone.

3. I honestly do everyone. Obviously there are people I dislike because of their actions, I literally only dislike on person on Amino though so I think that’s pretty good. Just because I have to give you a strike or a warning or whatever, doesn’t mean I don’t respect you or don’t like you. I’m upset that some people I thought were my friends weren’t, but I’ll still respect you, even though we’re not friends

4. Also, see this post: http://aminoapps.vertvonline.info/p/btkplk about the last name thing. No, I’m not blaming my OCD, I was just be a control freak, trying to make my perfect world where everything fit together. And yes, I know Love isn’t the canon last name. At the beginning of the Amino I picked out last names for all the gods which were literally just the names of what they were the god of (Zeus Sky, Ares War, Apollo Sun etc, which is how I came up with the idea for my OC, I saw that Aphrodite’s last name was love and my 11 year old self was like OMG THATS MY LAST NAME so I’ll make her the daughter of Aphrodite!!!!! And that’s the story of how Naomi was created lmao) The only canon last names are Cupid for kids of Eros and Reef for kids of Poseidon but that’s only if they take their dad’s last name.

5. YES I DO CARE ABOUT RESPECT

6. No, I don’t change people’s backstories. The only thing I would ask people to change in their backstory is if it is against the rules (like making them Briar’s twin sister or something) or involves something with another character someone is playing, for example s who said one adult character that someone was playing had abused them in the past and the person who played them wasn’t okay with it. This hasn’t just happened with me playing Aphrodite or Ares, it’s also happened with other people too so it’s not just me wanting this for personal reasons.

7. Honestly, I don’t care if you rant about my OC. I made her to be Regina George in the EAH Universe. Obviously, I’ve changed her since then and given her her own personality. But yeah she can still be a bitch sometimes.

8. Yes, I understand the need of ranting, you can rant to a friend or ask for advice, no one is going to get in trouble for that, the only reason why you would get in trouble is if you’re a mod doing it in a public or private chat (because you need to be setting a good example and not be encouraging talking bad) or if it gets to the point where they’re bullying them (name calling, cursing, threatening, etc)

9. Also, please don’t assume things about my personal life! You can ask me, but please don’t assume things. Yes, I am a nerd, but like a theatre nerd, I’m a theatre kid. Not a “nerd” like the stereotypical kids in movies who read and have straight As and are “ugly” with braces and glasses and bullied by jocks. And no, I’m not popular lol. In middle school I was friends with some popular people, but I wasn’t popular myself. Now I’m friends with like a couple popular people but we don’t really have popular people at my high school because it’s so big. We’ve got 3,700 students lol. Also, another point, I’m far from spoiled which is probably shocking since I act like a brat sometimes? But since I’ve got anger issues, anxiety, depression, and stuff, my dad basically hates me not to mention he’s emotionally abusive and my mom likes my brother more but I still love him. Sorry for the rant, this isn’t supposed to be about me, but basically saying my parents don’t spoil me.

10. I only block people if they are harassing me, bullying me, or being toxic to me. So at this time I only have one member blocked (two of you count the “penisdaddy765” or something like that ) and they’ve harassed and bullied me many many many times, not to mention they’re an adult and I’m a young teen which is pretty sad that they’re literally 7 years older than me and- (oop- they pmed me saying that I lied about their age so apparently they’re only 4 years older than me) anywayyyy getting back on topic I might delete that-

11. Again, I’m not copying anyone with my OC’s relationships, it’s just me and yes I was inspired by Nic to have my OCs get married but yeah I’m doing my wedding after hers! and not to be a bitch but like, a person really insulted me with a certain comment but it’s fine. And I have a reason for making my OCs date each lol, it’s so that I can orchestrate their realtionship to be how I want it to be, like Nic does with Python and Alice but different, hers is more of a soft love comforting when they’re sad, mine is more of a crazy in love thing where they’d do anything for each other, obviously hers would do that too, okay this sounds bad I’m not insulting her I hope it doesn’t come across like that. I’m definitely going to edit this. So yeah their relationships are very different so please don’t compare them and just let us live our lives ahd role play how we want to.

12. Apparently I could care less about my OC? Either that or they were referring to Red’s OC, Luna, either way I do care and I love them both because Red is one of my close friends on Amino.

13. Also y’all can follow me on my socials? And promote your too?? Like I don’t care? I’ll probably follow you back.

14. Also there is a misconception that I said every boy loves Naomi? That’s literally not true? She’s the next goddess of beautiful so obviously she’s good looking and she’s the next goddess of love so she attracts love, that’s it. Doesn’t mean every boy loves her, plus she’s taken lol.

15. Also, no, Aphrodite can not be a substance and abuse her kids, neither can Artemis abuse her kids. It’s on both sides.

And no, you don’t get a strike for “reporting me” on another Amino. I don’t hand out strikes for no reason. They’re a pretty big thing. The main reason people have been getting strikes lately is for bullying. One of my really close friends on here was actually getting back into her depression streak and another one of her friends considered starting cutting again because of people talking behind their backs in that chat and etc.

OH AND EDIT, I will have to be online and making blogs about Dragon Games since the games start tomorrow. The dragons have grown into adults by now. So, this isn’t really a hiatus. I mostly used this blog to explain (maybe rant a tiny bit) about why “rant chats” where you bully people and talk behind their backs are NOT OKAY.

Also don’t feature this please :v: 🏻