:ribbon: special people (if you wanna ramble or rant)

I've been missing my s/o extra hard lately :tired_face: his name is Jae and he's not from any media, he's my favorite person ever!! I realized, belatedly, after using "renjae" as our shipp name for years, that I was missing out on the PERFECT name. ORENJAE :tangerine: . IT WAS!! RIGHT THERE!! ugh.

anyways he's the sweetest, light of my life, I worship the ground he walks on... he's also a little shit though, i call him "peach pit" when he's being bitchy bcs his scent is peaches :kissing_smiling_eyes: . I miss my peach pit :broken_heart: I want to lay down and rest with him, I could hear him talk forever... or we could eat really tasty food. I could cook for him or take him out, pamper him... he has stuck with me through six years now, and I want to pay back that loyalty and patience with all of my love and dedication and care. :revolving_hearts:

Here's some photos of my DR s/o it's Dean from the TV show Supernatural (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠) I think he's such a cutie pie and I've honestly changed all of the plot borderline in my DR just so he doesn't have to go through most of the horrible things he goes through in the show. I think it's cute how sweet he is with kids considering how he acts normally. I also think it's so cute how much he cares about his car, like I'm not a car person but he makes that type of stuff seem so interesting. During a small shift we got into a light hearted argument when driving because he said my music taste was horrible and I got mad because we had been driving for like three hours listening to nothing but Metallica and I asked if I could play some Fiona apple LMAO :sob: I love how ionate he is about stuff he likes sigh he really consumes my thoughts I fear I love him so so much I can't wait to see him again soon

Here’s my significant other. She’s been my everything for the longest of time. Whenever I have the lowest of days or just need comfort, I just think of her and I know she’s going to be there. In fact, I wrote a letter to her months ago and asked for her to send a ladybug as a symbol of her receiving my letter. And a few weeks later, I saw the ladybug :beetle: . She has both my letter and my heart. And it makes me happy to know that I’m not alone.

sighing wistfully i miss my found family sooo bad. what I'd consider my 'main' dr atm is my dcu/batfamily dr and i'm not kidding when i say i could talk about them for hourssss. i hate them sm (affectionately). a few of my favorite tidbits I've scripted are:

- being my younger brother's/damian's favorite sibling bc it means I can get away with SO many things (he's a little demon otherwise but it's fun to watch)

- cooking in the kitchen at ungodly with any of my siblings. fire extinguishers are a must-have by the end of it but the food always turns out good

- playing russian roulette with everyone's different music tastes during patrol hours. it's mostly hamilton, epic though (bc I desperately need someone to sing musical songs with me)

- bike rides with my older brother, jason. i annoy him until he takes me with him. gotham is sooo pretty at night actually <3

i could talk about them for hours i miss them sooo bad but yeah :]

just here to drop photos that I found of my significant other when she was younger. my chest hurts so much thinking about this era all things considered, but she’s okay now.