The end of the shine [final post?]

Hmm..

All sorts of things happened.

Hmm. Hey? Looks like we haven't seen each other for a long time. I haven't taken such a long break in a long time and I should probably explain that. I spent this time in another community, ing a new fandom, which I already talked about. I created an oc and I constantly think about her and the canon characters. Who would have thought that some stupid and insignificant at first glance thing could, in one month, almost completely push me out of my AU, on which I had been working for two years in a row..

A long time ago I began to notice that I was simply becoming.. bored. For two years in a row I worked only on this, without being distracted by anything else, 99% of all my drawings were about Charlotte and the Deltacards, all my thoughts constantly returned there. I used it as my own separate world in which I felt so comfortable.

I love Deltarune and my Deltacards AU with all my heart, I'm grateful for all the emotions it brought me, but I'm just tired of it. This new fandom is like a breath of fresh air for me. I was initially ashamed of it and I still feel like I lost a part of myself, but I came to the conclusion that I just needed to take my mind off things and let myself have fun.

I'm actually glad that I was able to get rid of it so easily and painlessly (if I actually did it, of course). I don't know if I'll return to my AU again, but I'll be glad if it happens. I was glad to be here with you and start sharing my creativity on the Internet again. It would be rude to just disappear without saying a word, so now I drew this drawing in order to play my final chord and announce that I was leaving.

I noticed art with a similar style on social networks and decided to try to make something similar. I didn’t base it on the style of a certain artist, I just ed how it should look approximately and drew it intuitively.

Even now I FORCED myself to draw her. But I really like it.

Well, that's all I wanted to say. I'm leaving. Perhaps forever, perhaps for a while. I can't say anything for sure. Maybe I'll post something here sometimes if I'm suddenly in the mood or something, Idk. In general, bye to everyone.

Hope to see you again.  

                                                   Your sweet cyclops girl

                                                                                 Shine