Thinking of giving up

Watching the cherry blossoms for the last time

Thinking of giving up on a long life

Enjoying the season of fall

While the trees just lost their loved ones

While I ire the beauty of their gravestones

Standing on the grave of memories

So much happened here, before me

The stars don't need me

They'll always be kind enough to give all their light away

Wandering souls

So many around the world

Will they be kind enough to let me in?

So much I lost

So much I lose everyday

Tried covering it up with a bit too much of everything

But the stabbering pain doesn't go away

And runs astray my remaining days

Thoughts even a witch can't curse you with

Fate that even Satan can't bestow

There's always a world war three going on

And the world runs too slow,

to wait for my fated perishment

I look at the faraway clouds

And think of being free

But what if I'm trapped in afterlife

And spend eternity,

Again in a cage?

I know many can make it through

And carry the best sack of stories

But to earn a place in this world

Can only help you glory?

I know it will make no one sad

So much less expenses and worries

But I wish you never sell my past

Everything I grew up with.